I feel sad that I waited over three years for BTS's comeback and now that they're actually returning with a tour, I don't stan them as hard. I even kept learning Korean so I could understand more by the time they returned. Of course, I love their music still. I'm just not as obsessed with them like I used to be. I haven't watched RUN BTS or any BTS content in a while. I see them as just regular people now. I deleted Weverse and I don't watch their live streams anymore. I am still a fan, of course. I just think my fanhood has tempered into respect and appreciation from more of a musical lens.
This could all change once they return with new music, of course. But it could be getting a job, transitioning to adulthood, and just generally growing up that's changed my perspective.
I've found myself enjoying more Western music again, whereas in the peak of my ARMY era, I only listened to BTS pretty much all the time. The musicians I enjoy are too many now to even remember and list.
That is all also why I haven't been active on here in a long time. I've found myself diving deeper into Kdramas, books, and creative hobbies.