Sep 18, 2013
I'm running away. Being a coward. I'm lying to myself and I'm masking what I'm really feeling. I fucking hate it. But I'm just at the point where I'm scared of caring. If I don't try and force shit out of my head, things will probably never move from where they are. I'm such a fucking hypocrite. And to think, I literally just advise a friend never, ever allow another person to change you. Just. A fucking. Hypocrite. This is splendid. It really is.