Uggghhh how many emotions can a sim go through in 24 hours before you have to call a doctor or something?! Everything is so weird. I feel like my brain is just… full. I’m supposed to be happy. I AM super happy and proud. I was nominated for a Starlight! Me! All by myself. Well not all the way by myself because it was the Lemonade recreation video so obvi maximum BK. Hmmm. Nepo baby tings I guess. But it was my idea and work. So that counts? Idk. Whatever. All Mom things are the weirdest right now. She’s trying really hard and I’m basically being the worst daughter ever. She said she loves what we have and we can be real and I literally said nothing. Just like this morning I said nothing was wrong. And a lot is wrong. I’m not being real and I kinda hate it. I don’t know what to do. What am I supposed to say? It’s never a good time. Omg I’m the worst fake daughter in law too. I’m a fast celebrity girl! Zae’s mom calling me a whole heaux when I can count how many times we kissed. Mom would fly over these Pinnacle hills and show her all the fast celebrity hands and feet LOL But that means I have to tell her everything. And then everything would change. I don’t want it to change. I like him. I like us. But I also like where me and Mom are right now. Where we were. She really kept her promises. And I messed up. I should just tell her. I’m gonna tell her. Not tonight. Maybe when she’s back from her show. But then we have the awards. And I know she’s already stressed. But she’s been happy again. I DON'T KNOWWWW!! I’m going to bed. Brain still FULL