"you didn’t want to listen, did you? you never listen." Hilde @Kazuma
"Because there is nothing to say."
Kazuma didn't want to have this conversation with her, not right now. He didn't want to talk about emotions and dealing with all the problems that came with navigating such things. They were far too complex and annoying to deal with. She wants him to find some reason in continuing to live and he just doesn't want that right now. He wants the release that comes with being able to embrace his final death.
"You want something of me that I cannot give you. I told you, we shouldn't make things complicated and involve feelings. You wouldn't have a happy life with me, and I'm trying to get you to understand that I am the wrong person to love."
[After all, you want to die, isn't that right? You could've ended yourself some time ago, but you were too much of a coward to do it. So you sit here, stewing in your self pity, guilt and fear.]
"You should know I'm nothing but poison, Hilde. So why do you want something I cannot give you? I can't have children, I can't grow old, so what is it that draws you to me, hm? Why do you continue to beat your head against a wall that won't break?"
@namelessxflowers