A, D, F, L, N, S, X ❤️
A: ‘I love you, I love you, I love you x’ to my mumma.D: uh. yeah. but, honestly, i can’t think of any people that aren’t. men maybe. F: UM. i can’t even remember? probably with my housemate. we do lots of cheek kisses/pecks. he’s a pretty physical person. i’m sort of going through this don’t touch me phase though?? so i’ve been dodging. i really wanted to be like ‘wow, it was so intense and great’ but.. L: a lot when i was younger. that probably had a lot to do with who i spent my time with and that i was a bit of a fiend. N: nothing’s really jumping out at me?? ugh. these questions are not making me feel particularly desirable. S: yes! when i first started smoking i would only smoke taylors. one day my mum came over with a pouch of port royal and told me if i was going to smoke i’d better learn to roll. i was terrible for so long. X: that’s such a difficult one. i think i am. things happen though, sometimes i make the wrong decision, or react wildly, or a memory creeps in, i start to feel guilty and question myself. also, osho left me confused about morality/life in general.












