I have a lot of feelings right now. They’re all gross. By gross I mean how they make me feel.
A while ago I had the best internet friends you could have. We talked all the time. I felt like we could tell each other anything. I messed it up.
I made a situation awkward to say the least. I wasn’t being serious and I never meant to hurt anyone or offend anyone but just because you don’t intend to doesn’t mean that’s not what happens. It may have been fine for a little while but the joke went on too long. I didn’t take the matter seriously.
I don’t know if we’ll ever get that friendship back or if it’s just...gone. But there is a hole from the damage of losing them.
I miss you guys. I miss telling Tom how much I liked his accent because I was drunk. I miss freaking out with Soph over things. I still think about that night when we watched those horrifying videos...those are images you don’t really forget, thanks for being weird enough to go on that internet adventure. Whenever I see Gaga I still think of you (Orange is the New Black too).
And this has been sappy hour from missa.