Hey, It’s Been Three Months
I can’t believe it has only been three months because I’ve forgotten that this blog exists and I just remembered it now because I had an urge to write.
I apologize for not writing the past months because I’ve been really been busy with univ (even though I have no one to apologize to because nobody knows the existence of this blog lol). I reread all my posts from Day 0 and a lot has changed since then. I feel a lot better now without even realizing so. I think telling my parents my situation was really the turning point.
However, I’m not fully-healed yet. There are still days when I want to disappear from this world. A lot has happened and I’m still anxious about things. The major difference is hat now I am not ashamed to open up to my friends about my feelings and that I got back with the friend I decided to cut-off in Day 0. He’s helping me a lot and I can say that he’s a main factor for my improvement.
Anyway, I want to start meditating again. I want to make it a habit this time and hopefully this will carry on next year. I’ll post updates here!