#mabelfeelsdown

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I am so sick rn. Wish I had bucky. Just the sight of him would cure me fr lol.

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I wish somebody took out the time to listen to me when I want to talk too. People text me, call me or talk to me whenever they want, mostly because they know I'll always be there. But...no one really let's me do that even for a min. I guess it'll always be like this. Like i love it when they get excited and share what they want to, what they did, or even just casual talk.

It's bothering me today idk why so much but sometimes I wish I had someone who understood me too. I've had the privilege of being on the receiving end of all this, in the sense, that I'm happy they can talk about anything but just....I want somebody like that too yk. Maybe it's selfish of me to think like that but I'll work hard enough to be deserving of something like this.