hrpf ideas that are consuming me
macktom for the willmack drama
this fic has been living rent free in my mind
make will sit in leno's hotel room and listen through the walls as tom picks mack up and folds him in half in a way will will never physically be capable of
while leno watches his silent shock and rage and heartbreak and refusal to admit to himself why he's reacting like this
and leno tries to process his own complicated feelings about seeing will react like this
honestly, pass mack around team canada like a blunt while will seethes with jealousy and uses his brunette harem and struggles with his own internalized homophobia
sidmack for the slowburn moral dilemma
the ethics of giving into a secret relationship with the kid you're mentoring even though you know better
knowing you need to be the adult in the situation and gently reject the kid, like so many others, but not being able to help yourself
watching yourself betray your morals
the mutual corruption
as the power imbalance slowly, dangerously reverses and your reputation hangs by a thread
sidconnor for the hurt/comfort service top / service bottom
begging for forgiveness, seeking comfort, wanting to give back
the "i don't blame you, but i'll forgive you anyway"
feeling so young and so old
clinging like a child and riding while soft because you don't think you deserve pleasure and he's hurt
and he lets you because he knows you need this