@maclae sent : the scene where he wolfs out and attacks tara, perhaps? // Send me a scene that happened in canon and I’ll write in detail how my muse felt in it!
so there was little CHANCE that he could re-enroll this late in the semester . which was a bummer , but he could at least read up on the classes available to him . thankfully , his grades weren’t a problem && the excuse that he had family issues to deal with had been taken as gospel . he saw no reason to lie now that he understood that the wolf thing was part of him sorta . he didn’t really like the thought && hadn’t really accepted it properly , his skin itched from the act of not transforming last night . it was CLOSE to the surface . dawa had warned oz of it but oz had shrugged it off .
better than transforming , he figured .
staring at the information on the board && arms holding a well of books about music studies && psychology , oz was trying his best to feel like he belonged back here . this was his home after all . but since he got back , he couldn’t help but notice the weird energy coming from the gang . sure him leaving wasn’t the best of circumstances . but he had hoped they’d understand . ESPECIALLY after what veruca && her pack had done .
but what was worse than anything else was the weird way willow had reacted . he had hoped that they could be themselves again . he UNDERSTOOD why it might take time , he had left without any reassurance he would return . so he couldn’t place all that expectation on willow . but a small part of him hoped she’d get it . that she’d be the one to understand . maybe it would never be the same as it was , but he loved willow . && he HOPED that she’d still love -
his head turned . he could smell her . but when his eyes settled on the blonde girl from before - tara ? - his eyes narrowed slightly . “ will- ” he stopped himself && then shook his head clear . “ sorry i thought i smel- i thought i saw willow . ”
the girl - tara - looked at him terrified . as if she thought he was going to hurt her . oz quickly inferred that she did not have a great RELATIONSHIP with men in general . why was willow’s smell all over her ?
tara was asking about him enrolling again && oz’s head was starting to feel under pressure . like a building towards anger && wanting to be released . the wolf was close to the surface && oz had no idea how to deal with it as much as he THOUGHT -
his hand made for tara’s arm . perhaps a little more aggressive than he would have liked . keep your inner cool man . come on . keep your inner cool . no come on . come on . no !
his mind was thudding , finding itself muddled . “ is she in love with you ? ” the voice that came out of his throat was haunted , sad && angry in a way that he never expected . he didn’t want to hurt her . && he could feel the wolf ERUPT in a fit of anger . like the cage that oz kept him in had suddenly been ripped open .
his eyes caught sight of his hands , feeling them lengthening && stretching . no . no ! he had no RIGHT to get upset . he had no right to get like this . he stared in disbelief at himself . that he could feel like this . he thought he had mastered it . he didn’t want to hurt her . willow had MOVED on . that wasn’t tara’s fault . that was his . he felt the anger && hatred rise inside him . not towards the blonde girl . but towards himself .
oz stared , feeling himself begin to change . it was like THINGS were in slow motion . she had to get out of here . he didn’t want to hurt her but he had no control of the wolf . not as much as he liked to pretend . he just wanted to get home to willow . && willow didn’t want him any more .
she needed to get out of her .
“ RUN . ” he told her . && then oz was gone .