This one is kind offffff a continuation of this fic that i've been meaning to get back to. There's scenes between that one and this one that I want to write eventually but just know that they're connected. CW for character death and Mikejima typical family issues
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Shu hadn’t been in this hospital room in almost three years. The last time, Maguro seemed to be on the up and up, but he couldn’t help but feel that there was something he was missing. Maguro, the girl he had been watching over, was fine, her illness was no longer getting the best of her and she had stopped being able to see Shu at their last meeting. Her brother on the other hand, that pesky Madara Mikejima, had stopped coming to the hospital room as well, though Shu had sensed him in the hallway on more than one occasion.
Shu had come to check on Maguro, who was now 16 years old, only to find her brother in the hospital room once again. He looked all the worse for wear, kneeling on the floor next to her bed, cheeks sunken, clothes sagging on his body that was severely underweight. Mikejima, Shu spoke up, what are you doing? Isn’t it obvious, Madara replied, barely shifting his head to look at Shu, I’ve been doing this for her. What do you mean ‘this’. I… Oh.
Oh. Shu was hit with the realization. You’ve been giving away your life force, but why. I couldn’t let my sister die like that, alone, in the hospital without anyone to look after her, isn’t that what big brothers are supposed to do? You might be the only big brother to give up your life force itself for your sister, aren’t you worried about what will happen to her when you’re gone? Yeah, it gave me nightmares as a kid but this is for the best, and since God isn’t real, someone has to protect her. Does your family know? I haven’t spoken to them in months, not since, well, I’m sure you’ll hear soon enough.
Shu could see that Madara’s life was fading rapidly and he’d be dead before long, and Shu would have to usher him to the afterlife. Are you scared of dying? I accepted long ago that I’d die young. That’s not what I asked, I want to know if you’re scared of dying. Madara turned away, his hands covered Maguro’s and squeezed them gently, or maybe it was simply due to how far along he was that he couldn’t squeeze any harder. I don’t want her to see me like this, can we do this somewhere else? You won’t make it out of the hospital in that state. That’s alright, as long as Maguro-chan isn’t the one to find me. Fine, I can at least grant you that.
The two of them exited the room and Madara immediately collapsed, the door barely closed behind him. Shu-san, it’s been a while since we’ve talked like this huh. What’s got you acting so sentimental? You act like the dying aren’t the most sentimental people alive. Well, you would be right that we haven’t talked since you were what, sixteen yourself? That was when I discovered I could transfer my life to Maguro-chan and I… I was scared of losing her, the world can live without someone like me but she deserves the world. What makes you say that? Shu could sense Madara’s soul was preparing to leave his body, but he kept the conversation going. I’ve done horrible, horrible things, things you only associate with the dregs of society, all for her, and I’d do it again, that’s the thing isn’t it, I’d do it all again in a heartbeat if it meant that she’d be okay. Madara’s body shuddered. I’m ready, Shu-san, whenever you want to take me, just make it painless.
Shu couldn’t control when Madara died, but he could pretend, hold his hand and coax him into that deep slumber until his soul separated from his body. The hospital staff were busy in other wings but his body would be found by the morning. As much as Madara had gotten on his nerves, Shu couldn’t just leave him to die completely alone and have a stranger usher him to the afterlife, not when Shu was right there. When Madara’s soul finally separated from his body, Shu pulled him to his feet. You’ve died, alone, in the hallway of a hospital. I know. Were you satisfied with the life you’ve led? Yes.
Right right, I'm happy those are popular because they make me very happy! I don't think I ship any rarepairs?... I think Chiaki/Eichi, because I think they're one of the most interesting foils that is often ignored: both heroes, in completely different ways! Then again, I give Chiaki 1000 boyfriends, so, hm... So this will be the theme of my next batch: rare-ish pairs! Chiaki/Eichi, Madara/Shu, and Arashi/Anzu! -🐟
CHIAEI IS SOOO INTERESTING ACTUALLY !! its such a fun way to explore what heroes are and what makes a hero and idealism vs. realism vs. cynicism. plus also they had that #sickly kid bond from when they were kids. i dont know if i ship them necessarily but i would definitely read chiaei if it was written well enough. my brain also went "eichi who is always cold bc he's sick using chiaki as a personal space heater bc he runs hot" and now im considering it. chiaki deserves those 1000 boyfriends tbh he's a guy of all time
madashu is a pairing i dont think i have seen before ever i'll be honest. or maybe i did but forgot that's a very real possibility HGLWJ i think they'd be funny? i think it'd be horrible for shu's gut health actually i think madara is the right kind of persistent and tricky to get on his nerves . i think they could either be really good for each other or really awful for one another and there would be no in between <3
araanzu - i love women. 12/10. they can do no wrong they're girlbossing around ensquare
Ensemble Stars edits! most are shu pairs since i made them for my friends and i am shu kinnie haha + a keito edit
( the madashu thing is a must, cause i ship them and i uuuuh )
