#maddsuggestion

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im recently out of daydream plots and everything sucks

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I like to think my Madd is real in an alternate reality... That's why the multiverse theme is so important to me, my pracosm being built around many fictional universes. Even if it's not real, it is nice to dream a bit.

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They’re not real, and that’s the most painful thing in the universe.

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when i was younger i was always apart of my daydreams and they always revolved around me, but i haven’t been in a daydream since i was about 11-12, that’s when i created my characters, now i only dream about them and their stories. i just wanna know if there’s others out there that aren’t in their own daydreams?

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reality is harsh when you don’t live in it

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Basically I just daydream abt cuddling & kissing & stuff except also being scared by things & crying & needing comfort but in my daydreams my parame is always sleeping or like in a car or smth and then I just have daydreams that are separate and more temporary than my paracosms but it’s like there always feels like more to it than what’s actually happening currently in the paracosm, like I’m just half in that world even if I’m technically there all day like things still happen when I’m “gone”

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It seems like no one else I’ve seen is like this but I’d assume other ppl are just I haven’t noticed but my paras are always famous ppl in bands & stuff except vampires & demons & then my parame is basically just me but a vampire. And like it never moves past me being like a “newborn” vampire like that’s p much my whole basic plot & the daydreams are just slightly different each time or situation, like other ppls paras seem to b different & that they do stuff when mine r super anticlimactic haha

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I’m craving for someone who doesn’t exist and it’s slowly killing me