This is exactly what I’ve been feeling lately. I took a so unbelievably long Christmas break that I didn’t revise very well and everything got out of my hands. I barely slept and wasn’t brave enough to sleep because I might not wake up when the alarm went off. I was awake and stayed up all night in the library. I’m not remotely proud of it. It hurt me mentally and physically. My hands and feet felt cold, my heart beat too fast because of caffeine, my back was aching, my eyes were so dry, and my head was hurting as if someone hit me from the back.
It was the worst feeling in the world. You don’t even want to fathom it.
I came out of the exam venue and talked to myself “You know you could answer most of the questions if you could have prepared yourself better. You could have done better.”
Now that I have another examination for the same module - which bears bigger credits, I don’t want to fail and disappoint myself anymore. Hopefully I can prepare myself better and hopefully you don’t have to be in the same boat.
Bottom line: I learnt it the hard way and now I know how precious time can be.
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