I want you in my life, for the rest of my life. I don't even care how. A lover, a friend. I just need you. I honestly don't know what would happen if you left my life forever. You had a hand in making me who I am, today. You played a very large part in that, actually. I've known you for apx. 6-7 years. I've battled with denying I wanted any part of you, completely pushing you out of my life, and trying to hold on to you as tightly as I can. You've been there through all of it. Every little sliver of bullshit I tried to pull over you. And by the end of it, you always had me smiling, and wondering why I ever tried something so stupid.
I can't think of anyone else I would rather be with.
I can't think of anyone else I would like to share future laughs and smiles with.
No matter what, I love you. I will always love you.
Your soul is undeniably beautiful, and full of nothing but good intentions and compassion. You draw me in. More often than not, I find myself searching for your approval. More often than not, I find myself missing you, thinking of you.
We've talked about our dreams we have, before. The ones where we see each other. That's always made me smile, the way you describe everything.
Sometimes, I even forget the you're with her.
Sometimes, I catch myself wanting to kiss you. There's nothing more disappointing than when I realize I can't. Well, I could, but I hold way too much respect for you.
I guess what I'm trying to say is
Please don't ever leave me.