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Me:  perpetually sad, low-key stuck in a depressive trauma spiral, abandonment issues through the roof, overwhelmed as Hell, questioning if people genuinely give a damn.

My Mutuals, somewhat out of nowhere:  Loving Ray Positivity Hour ❤︎

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I don’t know if you sweethearts have some kind of sixth sense for me being sad or what, but thank you all so much. This mini dash-spam was the silver lining that I needed this month. I don’t have enough words to describe how grateful I am for everyone’s comments tonight, but seriously, it all means the damned world to me. Thanks lovelies, I adore you all  ❤︎

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Izuku May feel bad for Adachi but trust that I do not

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"What are the collars for? I have a feeling that it's nothing good, but humor me."

“To kill you guys, of course!”

“But don’t worry, that’s only if you get picked during the vote. Or if you break the rules. But you would never do that, you’re a law abiding detective, right? Right?”

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11. Have you ever received anon hate?

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11. Have you ever received anon hate?

I haven’t gotten any yet on this blog, thankfully! And I don’t think I’ve ever gotten hate within the Hellsing fandom  —

(  Okay so, there was one time, but I later figured out that the anon was my horrifically abusive ex, and I don’t count that as ‘normal’ anon hate. Totally different situation that was going on, with that.  )

That being said, on other blogs  /  in other fandoms? Yeah, I have. Not super recently, thank Hell, but it’s happened more than a few times.

There was a time period where I got a lot of anon hate, back on my super old Death Note blogs. And back towards the end of my time in the SNK fandom, I was getting quite a bit of anon hate, due to the (entirely false) rumors that my ex girlfriend started. I’ve had my fair share of it, over the years.

In more recent years? I got anon hate on a work-in-progress OC blog, that I didn’t even end up finishing because of this bullshit. But I’m like, entirely sure that was also due to the previously mentioned ex girlfriend. Annnd I’ve got hate on my musing blog, of all damned places, before but?? That was so confusing, that it wasn’t all that upsetting???

That being said? I don’t recommend anyone bother sending it to me; it’s a waste your time. These days, I’m either going to delete it, or I’m going to meme at you until you shut up. I don’t have the energy to deal with ignorant, hateful people. 

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I couldn’t bring myself to put this in the dynamic playlist but it’s still big Adachi @ Izuku energy

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magatsv

  Kaminari is manly, more handsome than cute though....

[The fact that he canonically gets called ugly]

lmao I love it. especially since it’s not like,,, a bully or someone who hates him it’s someone who canonically has a crush on him like Ochako /likes/ him, but even she doesn’t think he’s cute it’s just an objective fact. Izuku doesn’t even argue or get offended he’s just like “yeah, that’s me” amazing

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Munday asks // Accepting

📖 - Do you have any drabbles you’re working on?

@magatsv

I have three that I've planned out/started and do want to finish when I get the inspiration but I can’t reasonably say i’m “working on” them because it’s been months with no progress.

The first is the ‘ending’ to this AU, or at least to Izuku’s UA years. A lot of planning has been put into this because it’s a big showdown between class’s A and B and the LoV as well as a fight between Izuku and Shigaraki; so I do want to finish it. But the wall i’ve run into is a desire to end the way the fight ends/plays out and i’m just not sure how to do it w/o changing the rest of the set up. I may finish it as planned and consider it an ‘alternate ending’

The second is a villain verse drabble i’ve plotted out w/ Kona ( @sappines ) that i’ve completely planned out and have even started a couple of times; but have been putting off because it’s going to be very emotionally draining and I haven’t had the energy, frankly.

The third and last one is entirely your fault, Soda. It’s a pro hero verse drabble focusing on Izuku’s reaction to a large number of his friends dying, as well as his relationship to All Might within that verse. This one i’ve got a couple of paragraphs to but lost the flow. It was the one I started the most recently but it’ll also probably be the first one finished.

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🎶 ∠( ᐛ 」∠)＿

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Send 🎶 and I will find three songs I think fit your muse!

Bitch Lasagna

Fuck You

Hypnotized

Bonus

4. Suck a Dick