thinking about carolina immediately following the events of season 10, episode 19. carolina laying in a snow bank, alone, hoping for rescue because she cant get her body to move. slowly coming to the realization that project freelancer isnt coming to get her. realizing pfl thinks she's dead.
carolina laying helmetless in the snow, the white stained red from where her neural implants were ripped out. her warm blood melting the ice beneath her as the cold sucks all the warmth out of her. her suit's life support desperately trying to keep her alive as her lips go blue.
carolina realizing that project freelancer failed. realizing that she failed. realizing the director doesn't care about her anymore. maybe he never did.
carolina ruminating over her last hour on the mother of invention. betraying york. prioritizing being a good soldier above all else. giving up the lighter.
carolina losing to tex. watching the body of everything she has worked for literally crash and burn around her.
carolina looking into the meta's helmet. searching for maine. the maine who she gave up her ai for. the maine she fought to protect on the freeway.
Maine NSFW Alphabet? I need that man to RUIN me. No I will NOT elaborate.
WOO YOU CHOSE A BIG ONE LEMME TELL YOU-
In all seriousness though. Honestly? I'd wanna tap that too. I really hope you guys enjoy this, I'm working on the next one I promise! The list is growing shorter and shorter... by the week... or day depending on the caffeine.
MAINE NSFW ALPHABET
A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)
The man is going to still be going strong by the time you tap out but thankfully he’s a kind giant with you so he’ll stop. Helps to clean you up and get you comfy because your comfort is very very important to Maine. It’s more important than anything else when the two of you are alone.
B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
He likes how small you are next to him. It’s not a particular part but you as a whole. He also has a thing for your thighs too. He wants to fit his dick between them and hold them while he fucks you like that. (Please let him.)
His physique is like… already huge. I say he’s a little self conscious about how big he is sometimes because he’s just so aware of how he can squish people. If you endorse him squishing you he’ll feel a little better about it but yeah.
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically... I’m a disgusting person)
Likes cumming on you but it’s always… a lot. Man’s a walking gusher. Like to do it on your chest, your ass… your thighs. And it’s THICK too. Like you might have to scrub it off after but Maine’s really nice so he’ll help you wash up. The taste is kind of a mix between salty and sweet so it’s not terrible if you get it into your mouth though.
D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
You guys have a safe word for when things get overwhelming. It’s something he does with any sexual partner- guy knows that sometimes things get pretty overstimulating especially given the size of him so you two have a safe word if things get too intense.
E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
Small handful of partners. But he knows what he’s doing and even if he doesn't and he has to stick his dick into you he always uses a very very LIBERAL amount of lube. (You guys ever see that scene in that one comedy scifi movie where the guy is like THERE’S ALWAYS TIME FOR LUBE? That’s Maine.)
F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)
Cowgirl. He likes it better if you’re on top and even if you don’t want to be in charge he can still move you around however he likes (it’s a little hot ngl). He also just… if he knows he can NOT crush you he’d love to see you in a mating press too. Likes seeing how big his hands are on your thighs. Likes watching you try to clamp around his cock.
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
He’ll tease you a bit but he doesn’t joke much during sex. Most of the time (if you’re okay with it) he will tease you if it seems like you’re struggling to take him. Especially if you were begging for it.
H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
If he didn’t shave…. Maine has a decent amount of hair but it’s weirdly concentrated in specific areas. Like the hair on his arms are so fine you think they’re bare but his bean pole has a healthy nest at the base. Thankfully he trims it down so it isn’t too wild. There’s also a little treasure trail there. All his hair is dark too.
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect...)
Intimacy without words… you can feel it when he’s holding your hands, when he holds you close while you’re both sweaty… Maine nuzzles you a lot too. He always holds you close. The intimacy is there I promise.
J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)
Sometimes he has to. He doesn’t like overwhelming his partners too much by like… pounding them like crazy cause sometimes that gets uncomfy for a guy his size. It’s why you guys have a safe word. So more than likely it happens with sex with you and he’ll just jerk it to finish himself if he doesn’t finish inside you. He prefers cumming on you anyway so… yeah.
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
Size kink. It’s just like… most people are smaller than him. He takes a while to work up to sex with someone but it also just… the difference makes his brain oonga boonga. He also likes it when you try to get a little bossy but not in like the ‘oh my god this is hot’ way but rather the ‘this is so cute’ way. He doesn’t mind it much and will let you if you want to.
Oh. Face sitting. I said he was a thigh man so squeezing your thighs around his head while he’s going down on you is just… yeah. Yeah he’s into that. He gets very growl-y when it happens so the vibrations are NICE.
L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)
… he’s thought about fucking you in the back of a Pelican post mission. Like those are the times he’s really worked up so he spends a lot of time staring at you while you’re all flying back. But he doesn’t want to give the others a peep show so… he sticks to his bunk. But man. He really just… one day. One day he might do it.
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
…. If you are smaller than he is he’s very into that. Of course Maine is a huge guy so it’s not hard to be smaller than him but if you’re smaller than him… oh. Oh man.
But also pull on one of his shirts. He likes that even if he finds it a bit comical with how much the fabric there is on you but he likes it!!!
N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Nothing with needles. Nothing with restraints because he can like.. Bust through that. There’s not much of a point he thinks and it’s kind of a waste of time.
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
His fingers are thick. His tongue is thick- and long. So he likes to fuck you with his fingers and his tongue in lieu of his cock sometimes. He’s a little concerned when you want to try sucking him off (have you tried fitting a soda can in your mouth?) so he mostly prefers to go down on you if I’m being honest.
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
Depends on the mood he wants to set. And how he wants you to squirm. He always takes it slow at the start though because fitting that beast is… yeah. It takes time. But if he wants you broken he goes for fast. If he wants you squirming he goes slow.
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
Maine can’t do quickies. I mean he can get you off quick sure but he doesn’t like quickies for sex. He prefers to take his time so you’re stretched out and ready. Not one for a bang and run but at least he’s considerate about not wanting to hurt you.
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
Experimenting yeah. But risks…. Risks are few and far between. He rarely takes them. If you wanna experiment he’s down to try that at least as long as it doesn’t get like… too weird.
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last...)
OH MY GOD. So you know how I said before Caboose can keep going? Maine can do that too. He just has more self control than Caboose does. THIS IS WHY I SAY HE COULD BREAK SOMEONE. He could just… he really could keep it up for a whole day if he wanted to. But he’s considerate of his partners and considerate of how well you can take his junk so he cuts it down to two rounds maybe. You get off more than him.
T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
My advice? Get an array of toys. Work yourself up to taking his size with them if you’re not used to it. Hell, use them in front of him if you want. He won’t mind watching but he’s always growling when he watches and if you can sign, he tells you he can fill you up so much better. OR! OR- hear me out- you keep yourself stretched on a toy to actually accomplish a quickie with him. He won’t do it to get himself off but he’ll fuck you til you get off on it. (You might wanna get him off anyway cause zipping that monster dick in a suit is not easy when he’s hard.)
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Will tease you while he fucks you. Maybe sometimes outside of it- he’s funny like that. It’s coy smiles and soft huffs of laughter. Like I stated above, he will tease you about taking his cock. He likes to make you flustered a LOT but he likes being the only one who can see it. Unless Wash is there. Maybe.
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
Deep rumbling moans and groans. Even after the unfortunate accident with his neck. He presses his lips to your neck so you can feel the noises since everything might get all caught up to where you can’t register them if he makes them.
W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
Big boy. I say he’s probably almost 7 feet in height and it intimidates a lot of people which is why he hasn’t had a lot of sexual partners. You and Wash might be one of the few people that approach him normally but that just means he likes you guys all the more.
X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)
Biggest. I… his dick is just…. God I’m not sure how to describe it. It’s got the width of a soda can and the length of… it’s lengthy. Probably around nine. The man is capable of breaking people with his dick I’m sure. Size queens of the world weep in joy because your man is hung like a fucking horse with balls to match. IT HAS VERY NOTICABLE VEINS TOO. They’re sensitive too- he’s also circumcised.
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
Not too high. He can get hard easy with the right conditions but him seeking out sex is a little more on the rare side unless he’s just like.. Really worked up for some reason. With his stamina the drive for sex might not be an issue because you know… he can keep going and going. (Your poor… poor legs….)
Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
He takes a few minutes but sleeping’s never been an issue for Maine honestly. Once everything gets cleaned up and you two are all cozy he falls asleep a little while later. He likes to keep a hand splayed on your back while he snoozes too but that’s probably because if you guys cuddle you’re gonna be on top of him ajhdhf-
