#maisk

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I... i would rather die.

I failed to be a good mom...

Im sorry...

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Dear husband, please know that today i miss you like nevver before. I wish you could put in more effort to make it work, to keep it alive.

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He kept asking why. But he dont dig deeper to find out why.

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He care less about it.

I dont feel that he feels the same for me.

He dont show it...

No vivid memories that i can recall that he really care.

Then why are we in it.

Oh Allah, please safe it before it's too late.

Oh Allah, please make it full of barakah and shower us with Your Mercy.

Amin.

Maisk

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I miss my secondary school friends so much. Seeing their photos together, make me wonder why im tied to this commitment so fast.

Maisk

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No one can make you stronger except for yourself.

Maisk

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Ili Aqilah, be happy there.

Assalamualaikum Ili,

I really hope you'll find true happiness there. Only Allah knows what you went through. May Allah always protect you even in the hereafter now, may He always have mercy upon you and you shall find happiness there.

You're such a talented gem. Im not even your close friend, but I know that youre such a hardworking and passionate in the things you love to do. Youre got talents that i dont. And that, I'm always inpired by your strong-willed characters. We have weaknesses that can't be seen from the eyes, but visible from the heart.

Remember we went Chiang Mai with the SP-DADP cliques? Back then, i tricked you with my finger-looking-chocolate. You said you were hungry, so i offered my "chocolate" you almost picked it but then to realise that it was actually my finger. We laughed so hard after that. Remember?

You're strong my dear.

I pray that Allah place you with those who do good deeds always and place you in Jannah. Till we meet again in the hereafter.

This is not a goodbye.

See you again,

Your friend,

Mairah.

[umm-talhah]

Hi Kak,

Assalamualaikum.

I miss you so much. Happy 31st Belated Birthday again! Sorry that we're just busy with our own work and life individually. If youre reading this, just know that I've missed you so much. I miss those times that we can just talk about anything and everything at anywhere.

But now that we're tied down and setttling with own lives/family, we can barely share. Keep each other in our duas is the best for now. I just wish i could talk to you right now, but it's already 1.30AM, 25Dec2018...

Nevertheless,

Iloveyou