Jun 21, 2025
Do you guys ever feel like an idea occurs to you that seems so awesome and you get started on it and it’s so clear… and then you just can never do it again.
#vent#I don’t know what it is#I mean I am neurodivergent#and I do get to work on stuff sometimes#once on a blue moon#in the dark forest#the magic happens and I do something creative#I have no clue why I don’t do stuff it’s very odd#I probably need to actually try to do stuff and hopefully that will help#but I don’t want to because I’m lazy and tired#personal vent#it’s not even for the important life stuff#just for all the cool stuff#like I am trying to write a book#make a TTRPG#learn how to animate#and work out#but it just doesn’t happen#I mean I can do some stuff like exercise#but I’m mostly just naturally tired and at basically a ground state#to be fair I have not played in dnd AT ALL for the past while so that might be why#which is kind of my energy source#although I am starting a godbound game soon so hopefully that revitalizes me#idk#what is wrong with me#I know things are different with me#but why can’t I be productive like everyone else#because it seems everyone else can do it#so why can’t I#ugggghhhhhhhhhh