Jun 20, 2025
Sorry to anyone who's messaged me anywhere from mid January to late May/early June - school was actively destroying my body and mind and I couldn't even fit sleep into my schedule because it was so packed (｡ﾉω＼｡)
#there's several people i still need to get back to...#but I'm a little scared to#i don't mean to put it off but I'm always a little too scared to come back to someone after a long break#it feels rude#somehow a phenomenon occurs#messaging is a monumental task for me - it takes up so much of my energy I'm not even kidding#because i like to think about what words I'm putting out#making posts here though?#a lot easier because i don't really think i just kinda spit my thoughts out onto my blog#wahhh the pain of always being tired#(also now I'm terrified of signing up for classes again)#(I've got to make my schedule)#(but after barely scraping by those 2 semesters I'm about to have a panic attack at the thought)#ahh! I'll make it#I've done it before#sorry i don't believe any of the people i have in mind are going to see this but i wanted to get it out#it's been on my mind everyday since school started back up in January#apologies! apologies! I'm very sorry!#all the time...#💬#🩹