Believed
The day I spoke to you, you made me feel very much ease by telling me what you went through. It simply melted me. Not because of anything that might be running in your head, but because I thought I could try to heal you. Because I know it feels to be hurt. The more you pushed me away, the more adamant you were in not continuing the talks, I kept pushing it. It was only because I know you were scared and due to which you were only protecting yourself. I gave you enough time to get used to me, to show you that not all girls out there are out of hurting. There are some who genuinely want to help you heal you. As time went by, I realised, that you value more of education level, the position he/she works at. I’m not blaming you, i understand those things matter. It matters to me as well. But for me, its not the main concern.
The above was emotional, a little too much. Coming to the practical ones.
I am in one country and you are in one, we both arent so much in love to stay apart and lead lives until either one of us settles. We cannot see each for long duration, make efforts to make each other feel special. I’m unsure of completion of my masters, which makes you feel like you have to wait a lot. Since you told me keep Germany as my working place and work towards it, I have thought about Internship. Which will make life easier in getting job at the machine learning domain much easier. This is another factor which might delay my completion. This are the concerns from my side to you. Please think about before investing time in the relation.
