#mal harris

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Daytime Depression - #5

You made me feel in a way

Something I didn’t realize till the next day

And long after your car drove away

Your scent lingers in my hair

God, I wish you were here

-mal harris

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The March

I had forgotten Like a dream How it had felt To be young

The time it takes to pause and watch the ants march Is just too long a time to spare these days I need to catch up On all the small moments When all that matters is the rush and the getting I just don’t want to keep forgetting

-mal harris

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''4 moths later''

hey babe its me

been meanin to be

calling

but you know stress been

fallin on me lately

pressures greatly increased

been meaning to text you

not trying to vex you or anything

i only want only your attentions

and to bring

you happiness

and I do my best

you know I do

any way call me boo

bye

its been 3 months

and you expected me to wait

but it aint like that

I told you on our first date

I’m and independent woman

and no man will  hold back me

don’t shouldn’t see the world

in just white and black

no there are many grey hues

the world doesn’t revolve around you

”boo"

why text now

i know you’ve seen me in town

and know I’m happy

chatting with him

and for you it may be grim but he’s with me

and no amount of begging will win me back

so just cut me some fucking slack

you texted me so many times

i don’t want to hear from you again

have a nice life

tell your mom I said hi

-Anderson Lewski

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Looking Back

I am a ghost But I can see you From an armchair in a corner From the balcony above a rock bed From the old grey couch that has a burn mark if you flip the middle cushion  A little life that doesn’t know what I know yet In a memory that feels like a lifetime ago I am a ghost But I can see you

-mal harris

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Daytime Depression - #6

When your hand slips

I’lll let go

There is not point

In my mind

In hanging onto

An empty rope

-mal harris

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The Sacrifice of a Muse

I can see the answers to your problems so easily They do say that another perspective is always appreciated So let me speak bluntly

If you are so scared of his running away break his feet cut his tendons bury him six feet below your heart 2 stars north of any love you feel for me I promise you, he’ll never leave

If you are scared of loosing her Stay silent Just don’t speak I held the similar secret for years its easy to do nothing Even when the memories of wandering hands grab fistfuls of your flesh in the dark She will still be in your life Whats it worth?

I just don’t understand why you hesitate with everyone but me? When your problems could be solved just as easily I have blade marks and burns Beauty craved into my skin All from your words and petty actions

-mal harris