❤ ❤ ❤ MY FEELINGS TOWARDS MY ULTIMATE BIAS (Park Jung Min 박정민)
Tell me how can someone be so beautiful! My heart hurts every time I see him! I LOVE YOU PARK JUNG MIN ❤ ❤ ❤
I can only admire him from afar!!! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH BUT KNOW I CAN NEVER HAVE HIM!!! I'M REALLY PROTECTIVE OVER HIM, HE'S MY BABY! BUT I NEVER HAD THE THOUGHTS OF ACTUALLY BEING WITH HIM (having him as a boyfriend or husband or anything) He's way to good for me! even though it may hurt to see him with another girl i'll still be happy for him! JUST KNOWING THAT SHE'S THE ONE HE CHOOSE THAT MAKES HIM HAPPY, AND SEEING HIM HAPPY IS WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY! I hope who ever is lucky enough to be with Jung Min will cherish him deeply and never let him go!
ALL I CAN DO IT WATCH OVER HIM AND SECRETLY PROTECT HIM! IT'S LIKE LOOKING AT SOMETHING VALUABLE AND FRAGILE. IF I GET TO CLOSE AND TOUCH IT, IT'LL BREAK AND DISAPPEAR FOREVER! I COULDN'T LIVE WITH MYSELF KNOWING THAT HE WON'T BE THERE ANYMORE! I know that there will be a time that he will have to leave this world but i don't want to think about that! I PRAY TO GOD THAT'S NOT ANY TIME SOON! I WANT HIM TO LIVE A LONG, HAPPY AND HEALTHY LIFE AND DO ALL THE THINGS HE EVER WANTED TO DO AND EXPERIENCE, BEFORE THAT HORRIBLE SAD TIME COMES! More important i want to have that chance to meet him in person and say hi.......
I already lost him once.... WHEN HIS CONTRACT ENDED WITH DSP MEDIA they said that SS501 will not break up and they will be back again but it's been 3 years and no words.... the members are all busy with their solo activity and a bunch of sites were saying the broke up (SS501 active from 2005-2010) NO THAT CAN'T BE!! what brought me hope was that despite the fact the wasn't apart from SS501 anymore my sweetheart still introduces himself (even still to this day as) "안녕하세요 제 이름은SS501 박정민 입니다 (Hello My name is Park Jung Min from SS501" So cute! Knowing that eased my heart! No matter what anyone else said, Jung MIn still believed in SS501 just as I and other Triples do!
Soon after he signed with CNR Media, and made a DAEBAK! COMEBACK WITH NOT ALONE! What made it really awesome that, not only did he make a comeback, and was the first member to do SOLO activities, HIS ALBUM AND MV CAME OUT ON MY BIRTHDAY!!! OMG I REMEMBER CRYING WITH JOY THE DAY I FOUND OUT! BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE! THAT WAS LIKE THE BEST BIRTHDAY GIFT EVER!! MY ULTIMATE BIAS COMING BACK TO ME ON MY BIRTHDAY!!! HOLY SHIT!
As things started to go well, some shit happened with CNR media and my baby had left for the second time again!! He had to file a injunction against his agency CNR Media to cancel his exclusive representation contract, because of improper distribution of profits. A source close to Jungmin said:
“"The exclusive contract with CNR Media stated that the profits would be divided 8-to-2 for those coming from Korea and 5-to-5 for those coming from overseas, but the profits were never distributed except for the ₩150 million given since last year.
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Again being the sweetheart he is, he still continued on with his schedule (his agency made him), despite already leaving CNR Media and not being paid. He promised his fans he'll do fan signings and concerts and he followed through with his plans!!! NOT LETTING HIS PERSONAL FEELING WITH HIS AGENCY GET IN THAT WAY!! OMG MY HEART! ( I swear there are not many idols who will do that! He is so sweet, humble and kind heated and actually puts in a lot effort to make his fans happy!)
AFTER THAT HE HAD LEFT!!!! I HAD NO IDEA WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM! HE TOOK A BREAK NOT PROMOTING! I was worried! i was glad that we was taking a break, looking after his health but was wondering when he will come back to korea and promote again! It's already been like 2 years since he's been gone from the korean spotlight. Finally, as if he knew i was worrying about him,....HE MADE HIS KOREAN COME BACK WITH HIS SONG BEAUTIFUL! I was so happy to know he was back, strong as ever and rocking everybody's world!
THEN OUT OF NO WHERE HE COMES BACK AS ROMEO WITH HIS JAPANESE ALBUM MIDNIGHT THEATRE AND THAT TOTALLY KILLED ME OMG!! HE'S SO FUCKEN HOT!!! I MEAN JUST LOOK!
After almost twice losing him i don't think i can handle anything happening to him again! My baby has already been through a lot. HE IS ONE OF THE BEST, HUMBLE, NICEST IDOLS OUT THERE! He has such a big heart and does everything in his power to keep his fan's happy
Quick fact:"He actually wants to break the record for giving the most hugs. WHEN EVER HE HOLDS FAN SIGNINGS, HE TRIES TO HUG ALL HIS FANS! THAT IS JUST SO SWEET OF HIM! Although there are a lot of fans for him to handle, he still tries his best to get to every one of his fans. He wants to make sure that by giving them a hug that people will feel like they're not alone (hence the reason why he released the song NOT ALONE) and make them feel happy! "
OH JUNG MIN MY HEART REALLY DOES FEEL FOR YOU!I HOPE U ALWAYS KEEP THAT BRIGHT SMILE OF YOURS AND STAY STRONG! Seeing ur smile gives me strength and helps keeps me going on!
AND THAT CONCLUDES MY LONG ASS RANT ABOUT MY ULTIMATE BIAS PARK JUNG MIN! IHOPE YOU ENJOYED READING AND UNDERSTAND THE REASONS WHY I LOVE JUNG MIN SO MUCH!
