Multiple 3+1 fills: Mama Deva
For @ratnananda!
*Three promises she kept and one she did not
1. “I will always tell the truth,” she assures the man who teaches her the magic of words and how best to use them, and keeps her promise: she might twist it and turn it as she needs, all for the greater good, but never does a falsehood cross her lips.
2. “Kuntala’s wellbeing will be my own,” she recites obediently at her coronation, and however reluctant her heart might be, she knows she is bound by her oath.
3. “Until I die, I will be yours,” she swears on her wedding day, and the one consolation her illness provides is that she must not watch her husband die first.
&1. “You will never know anything but happiness,” she babbles to both her children when they are born, half-dazed with joy; and perhaps it is fortunate she does not live to see herself proven false.
*Three secrets she kept and one she revealed
1. She is twelve when she calculates out her family tree, and realizes her own great-grandfather was only the acknowledged natural child of his mother; it is not shame she feels, not really, but still she keeps it from all who ask.
2. She returns to her chambers too early, to find two of her ladies-in-waiting stepping away from each other and blushing: she only winks and steps back outside.
3. On the eve of her coronation, she plans to run from her responsibilities and gets so far as climbing halfway out her window: but duty drags her back into her rooms.
&1. “I love you,” she admits all in a rush, words she had hoped might die with her, because they suddenly seem too mortifying to share; but the foreign prince before only smiles, somewhat shyly, and she allows herself to hope.
*Three letters she sent and one she didn’t (or vice versa)
1. The Chalukyas, despite the danger they pose, are always civil; and she can never quite decide if she appreciates it or not.
2. Letters to and from Singapuram always require a battle of wits— even as she does her best to keep all of Kuntala from being swindled, she is hard pressed to keep from laughter.
3. Those diplomatic missives she must send to Mahishmati are short and strained: what relief comes from Vikramadeva’s reign is short-lived. No harm ever came of such silence, however—and far better that than outright warfare.
&1. She means to leave letters for her children, a last reminder of her love, but by the time her end comes, she is too weak even to lift her pen and too weary to give dictation. As it turns out, there is no need: her son and daughter have all the proof they need of her adoration, and every confidence that even death cannot take it from them.
*Three names she considered giving her child/ren and one she did (or three names she refused to give her child and one she didn’t)
1. Akshara, she thinks, when first falling in love with her letters as a girl; but once she comes to womanhood, it seems unfitting. Stories are her great passion, but perhaps not her children’s; and she would not have them begrudge her for it.
2. Vidyadatri is the name her husband most favors, similar enough to his and hers to do them both justice; and it is with some surprise (and some disappointment) that she finds it is a boy instead.
3. She is certain her second child will be a boy, and Veerasena, she thinks, will make the perfect compliment to his brother. “I like it,” Jayasena adds, and she needs nothing more to settle upon it.
&1. But when the baby draws breath, unquestionably female, she can do nothing but marvel at her utter perfection; Devasena, she decides at last, equal to nothing but the gods.














