#manda mumbles

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I'm sorry to all the people sitting with me in traffic while I listen to Top Gun Anthem blaring with my windows down.

I'm still going through something.

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I frequently forget that Remy is not Sleep’s canon name. Like, Thomas did not decide that. He doesn’t even technically have a name. But I’ve accepted the name so strongly that it just feels right.

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Gladiator sound track is legit Pirates of The Carribean lite.

That's it. That's all I wanted to say.

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I put off making this post for a while. I just couldn't bring myself to do it... Seeing everyone's messages and posts still makes me incredibly sad.

The Gazette has been a huge influence in my life ever since I found their music. I love every single one of them so much, and the news about Reita killed me. I was shocked and incredibly sad to hear about it.

I hope the family is finding peace and I hope the other members are too.

I know it won't be the same going forward, and Reita will be deeply missed.

I hope he's out there with Hide and the others, watching over us and laughing with each other. I'd like to think he is anyways.

Rest in peace, Reita, and know you were and still are loved by so many, and you will be missed. I promise if I get to see the Gazette again, one day I'll raise a glass and drink for you there.

ありがとう。

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Larian really gave us Gortash and said

"No you can't get back with your toxic ex."

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Everyone talks about this being Asterion but ever since I learned that Raphael smells like cherries, musk, and sulfur I can't get it out of my head that it's 100% more Raphael than Asterion...like....Imagine Tav being pulled into his House of Hope's and seeing his true form and just....

"I smell cherries.....Are you....Are you wearing lip gloss?"

And Raphael just

"Mmmm cherry flavored, want a taste?"

Now that I think about it he gives me more Prince Charming vibes than Asterion does.

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Thank you Val. I just picked up your book a month ago and got inspired by you and your story. Like a light in the dark, you reminded me of who I am and what I wanted before I got distracted with life. I've been able to find my way back to myself because of your story and that will live forever. You helped me accomplish something I thought was impossible and I will carry that with me throughout this new chapter of my life and beyond.

Thank you for helping me find me again.

[hellcatrising]

My attempt at writing Lelouchian.