#mankar

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I dont personally ship Dagon and Mankar, but i do find the idea absolutely hilarious I mean, hes eventually going to have to formally introduce Mankar to his family, and i think that would look something like this

That shit is going to cause more family drama than the entirety of what battlespire had to offer bro 😭

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Mankar and his crusty ass kids

The devious 3 liked my Mankar design, so i just drew his whole ass family for the shiggles

Yapping under the cut

I made them less yellow than altmer, mostly because Mankar would be mostly bosmer (im pretty sure Haymon needed to be atleast a little bit bosmer to be able to try and claim the camoran throne)

My brain depicted the weird ass part of the commentaries about Ruma and Raven as "Ruma is named after there mother, an altmer who was Mankars lover, but wanted to defect from the mythic dawn and was killed ether by giving birth to the twins or after by the cult"

With that, i made Raven look more like this hypothetical mother to the twins, and Ruma i tried to make look like Mankar. Apart from that i just thought it would be funny to make Raven look fruity, Though Ruma i wanted to be beefy for no other reason than "why not"

My brain continues to rot over anything Dagon related, so these three being drawn by me was going to happen eventually no matter what LMAO

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The remastered version

Fun fact about the og, it was the first time i had ever drawn Mankar, so i had no design for him and just drew him based off of how he looked in the game 💀 The old one is lowkey crusty asf (i drew it on my phone) but its under the cut LMAO

[salad-sauce]

I think that both imago storm and mankar camoran do that thing moms do when you wake them up and they act like there getting attacked by a ghost LMAO

[goldrockon]

Happy Holi Guys Gold And Friends Live at Mankar #mankar #goldandfriends #happyholi2022 https://www.instagram.com/p/CbRFMoxvah9/?utm_medium=tumblr

[mydaywasok]

Why do the late hours of the night have such strong emotions...

There are nights where I find myself just staring at my ceiling in the dark looking for something. Anything. A sign usually that I’m going to be okay. Those nights I usually am okay. I end up not feeling much at all. But other nights I feel everything. And I’m forced to cover my mouth so no one hears my sobs of raw emotion. That’s the thing about raw emotion. No matter the feeling, if it is in its raw form. When it hits you after you’ve been beaten down and kicked and you are already on the floor in a piled up mess, they hit you like a bullet and you can’t help but cry and sob until your shoulders shake. Has that every happened to you? You just cried so hard your entire body shook with the emotion you felt? It’s painful. Or when you cry so hard no sound comes out....it’s a lot like when you laugh really hard no sound comes out except it’s the worst feeling in the world or the best. Funny actually, one extreme to the other and no sound comes out. Proves silence speaks louder than words sometimes.  All of this ranting and I’m not saying anything. Sometimes I just need to talk. I don’t really talk much anymore or get things off my chest. I tried to get a journal and write in it everyday but I’m really bad at those. I write in it when I remember or when I feel like it.  I think I need to get help. I might be getting depressed or I don’t know what. I don’t know how to talk or cope anymore. Right now I don’t know whether I need to cry or just go to sleep and hope I wake up.  I’m sad and confused.  Some nights I’ll be so restless and nothing works to calm my body down. Nothing until I tried going outside. So far, every time I get restless like that and I can’t sleep I just go outside and, so far, without fail, our star has been there. Mankar. Always and forever Mankar is watching or guiding or god knows what. But after I find it, the restlessness goes away. It might be the fresh air or maybe it’s the reassuring subconscious thought that the universe will bring you back one day. Sam has even accepted that I’m more than likely going to end up with you. I told him about a dream I had of you apologizing to me and he said it probably means I’ve already forgiven you for all the shit you put me through. I couldn’t deny that. 

Or maybe I’m just a crazy person. Everyone seems to think that lately. So maybe I should just go get some help.