' i want to be defined by the things that i love, not the things that i hate. ' ( buffy for spike! )
The statement brings a frown to his ageless face because as far as he was concerned, Buffy Summers was already defined by the things and people she loved. She was the epitome of a light in the dark. Hell, she'd given him a chance when he knew he deserved none after all the evil things he did to her and those she adored. Yet, here they were, sitting in a graveyard having a little friendly chat like he wasn't someone she should hate. It made him wonder what went through her head to come to that conclusion of hers.
Stubbing out his cigarette on John Ford's 1800-1851's grave, sorry about that mate, he turned his attention to the slayer with curiosity. "From where I'm sitting, you are not defined by what you hate, pet. Everything you do is for the people you love. And excuse me for getting all soppy bollocks right now, but you fight hate with your love. That's what you've always done." Cocking his head, he made a contemplative noise followed by a quiet sigh. "Even when I was on all my evil shit I knew that. Why do you think I always used your little friends to lure you into confrontation? Cos I knew it'd work." Now, some of them were his sort of annoying friends. Humans were such funny creatures sometimes, something he'd largely forgotten about during the centuries.
"So, the way I see it, you gotta stop that kind of talk and thinking right now. You will never be defined by what you hate, not in a million years, Buff. Unless...I'm missing something?" In general, he found that she seemed less anxious about opening up around him, and figured it was easier than telling her geeky gang who'd automatically go into worry mode. But Spike? Nah. He knew her strength better than most, having been on the end of it too many times to count. When or if the time to worry about her came, he'd recognise it.