#marcelspeaks

[lavender-marcel]

I think putting another trans man in a mating press and fucking him senseless would fix me. I want him a drooling mess.

[lavender-marcel]

I love predator/prey dynamics but I never actually want to hurt my little pet. Sure, I want you to be scared. I want to feel your breath hitch when I touch you and feel you shake under my hands- maybe throw you around a little bit- but I don't ever want to really hurt my sweet little thing. I have been chasing my prize forever, why would I want to spoil the fun by going for the kill? I take much more pleasure in playing with my catch.

[lavender-marcel]

Petplay but in the way I'm a farmer and you're livestock.

I have you bent over a fence, on one knee was I have your legs spread out for me. I have gloves on and am inspecting you and your holes. You mew and wiggle and I will hold you in place cause I'm not done with my exam yet.

I need to see how those supplements I gave you are working. See if you're growing into a bull yet.

If you're good, maybe you'll get an award and I'll come visit you in the barn.

[lavender-marcel]

Putting another transmasc in a chokehold just hard enough so they can squirm and wheeze out a thank you as I fuck the shit out of them from behind. You can't hide your face in the mattress if my back is pressed up against yours and you're struggling to breathe in my arms

[This is just fantasy. Be super careful around people's windpipes and neck!! Choke your friends responsibly!]

[lavender-marcel]

We had sex the other night and they placed their hand square on my chest and told me to try and get up.

They were sitting up high, above my hips. It wasn't a fair fight. We both knew that though. That was the only way you'd be able to keep me down if I actually fought.

They were doing this for me. Cause they knew I liked a fight, I didn't just like to submit willingly. It was a silent challenge for dominance. A quiet permission to submit.

I pushed up against their hand, but the sight of their arm flexing and shoving me back down- it made my head go fuzzy. I just looked up at them, that little sadistic grin making me twitch.

I didn't wanna fight. I just wanted to lose so they'd rough me up.

[lavender-marcel]

1 year on testosterone vs. 2 years on testosterone featuring my chest hair 🩷🤍🩵

[lavender-marcel]

Having another dom trust you enough to explore their submissive side is so attractive. Having someone usually so bold and confident whine and whimper. They want to complain, they want to push back...but they are learning to be obedient. They want to be good for you.

[lavender-marcel]

One thing about being on testosterone is it's made me so tight. I need another trans man help loosen me back out.

I really want to be able to ride a knotted dildo again but at this point I feel like a virgin agian lol.