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☞About me as Kiitoskone

My name for all creative purposes might be from now on Kiitoskone.

”Food on Bikes” zine riso printed at @if_by_magic_helsinki . Photo2 by them too. Available 🔜 at one of the best bike shops in Helsinki. 🚲🚲🚲

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☞ About August 2019

Weirdly, August 2019 was a GREAT month, that is the reason for the very positive outlook on the right. Not only did I feel happy about the breakup but also because at a make-believe festival/party, I met a lovely Finnish man with kind blue eyes that made me realize that there are more people to meet and maybe even click with.  ( maybe it´s very obvious, but so soon after a heartbreak you cannot see past your pain) 

At the end nothing happened. I am not sure if I imagined signs that weren’t actually there or if at the end he just wasn’t interested. This was both good and sad. Sad because I would have liked to see where it could go, but good because it was way to soon for it to be actually something meaningful and as next months would let me know, I was definitely not ready to move on in that way.

Unfortunately, the time comes when reality sets in and you realize that you still have a longer sentence to serve.