#maria;updates

[bokutoyaoya]

not so back by unpopular demand : me! you deserve an explanation as to why i haven’t been active on this blog for the past month? two months? also maybe some of you don’t give a flying fuck about why i’ve been mia but i feel like it’s still the right thing to do

first, i’ve moved back to my parents’ and i haven’t digested that information properly yet

second, started working again a month ago and i am exhausted, my body is aching bc i’m doing 6 to 8 hours shifts without being allowed to sit down and the first thing i want to do when i get home is lie down and sleep

i’ve also hit a writer’s block, and i felt that when i was writing there last two chapters of unbreak my heart, i clearly rushed the end, i had an idea but no determination or inspiration when reaching chapter 5/6/7 and i feel terrible that it’s trash 🙂

now, i really want to write smaus again, i just logged in and saw 99+ notifications and most of them were about heart’s cuts, and i can’t thank you enough for the love and support you give this fic 😭 so i really want to go back to writing smaus, including writing heart’s cuts spin-off and sequel BUT atm i can’t due to technicalities with the app i used for my previous smaus,,, and i don’t have the energy in me to go back to it just yet

finally, you are over 300 following this blog, and well welcome new people ❤️ thanks for reading my stuff even tho I’m not updating anything at the moment 😅

again, i am so terribly sorry for disappearing like that, so i’m just saying this : i will be inactive when it comes to writing on this blog BUT i wish to revive it a bit, and so i would like to interact with you again!

take care ❤️❤️

[bokutoyaoya]

i’ve been staring at the screen for 10 long seconds,,, bc where to start? hehe… i’m back ig? moving back to my parents took a lot of my time, is the main reason why i’ve been missing lately

unbreak my heart chap 6 is done, i’ll post it a bit later, just need to proofread it, and i’ve started chap 7 already (yayyyyy)

[bokutoyaoya]

previously on bokutoyaoya…

srsly I’ve been kinda inactive lately bc personal stuff and I’ll be moving next week probably and since I’m moving back to my home country it’s a LOT to deal with

BUT I started UMH chapter 4 earlier this week and tmr I will resume writing it, hopefully by Sunday I’ll post it and starting Monday I might go back to semi-inactive since I’ll be packing my stuff and then when I’m back home I’ll be spending time with friends and family, once I’m finally settled back home I’ll fully come back (tho I’m not promising you big stuff 😅 I’ll just be more regular in posting and working on the plot of my next smaus hehehe)

in the meantime I hope you have a nice day or I wish you good night/morning, don’t forget to drink water and eat something 💕💕

[bokutoyaoya]

I was about to make an oddly specific post about how there’s too much going on in my life rn but then I remember, the more I complain about my current situation the harder it will be for me to get out of it, so I’m just gonna say that my break might be a bit longer than expected and I haven’t had the strength to write anything for my kita x reader and alisa x reader fics (which upset me to no end 😊) but I hope you have better days than I do

don’t forget to eat smth and drink water, and this is also a reminder that any of your hq!! favs would be so fucking happy to meet you and spend some time with you ‼️‼️

[bokutoyaoya]

*that tiktok sound playing* heyy how y’all doin? soooo everything is fine here, my account seemed to have a little problem and it was fixed… almost 2 weeks ago,,,,,,,, and then I kinda went MIA 👉👈,,,, but I’m coming with news and updates for my SMAUs.

1. LIVSLÄNGD will be put on hold, this story doesn’t have an exact goal or a proper storyline which makes it hard for me to write bc it’s about anything and everything and rn I don’t know where this is going

2. I have a new SMAU ready and I wrote ten chapters already, with this one I know where I’m going and what I’m doing with it, I’ll post the masterlist tmr

I hope you have a great day or good night if it’s past your bedtime but hey it’s 12am where I live and I’m going to read fanfics, just don’t forget to hydrate and I’ll see you soon! 💕