#marie rants

[rougepancake]

I keep coming back to tumblr like a toxic ex I can’t 😭😭😭

[nikist-4-n]

Idk why ppl are hating on @sxgarhan like pls get a job💀 it's literally getting out of hand like what did they do??

[your-local-hollow-lover]

Me: *clicks on a page *

page: *tries to sell me something*

Me: *immediately goes back*

[snailsgoingdowntown]

I just love it when someone has "dni if you write (enter whatever content they 'don't like') only to interact with said content lmao.

It's really funny to me. And annoying.

I'm really close to calling people out at this point which is a shitty thing to do. But I'm really tired of people calling me a freak for writing content they publicly go against only to like it in private thinking blog owners won't check out to see who's liking their stuff.

Tags are to gain attention. If you keep this up I might start showing screen shots and depending on who it is I will block out the user name.

Or maybe I'll be over this pity anger and delete it later. Idk yet.

Just stop saying one thing only to like what you supposedly "hate".

[brekkerfast]

the guy i’m talking to says wolfstar is weird i-

how do i tell him my life is somewhat dedicated to this ship-

that i spend hours on tumblr and reading fic about this ship-

i-

alright i’m off to prove him wrong BUT LIKE WTF

[asimpleazur]

okay y'all, I'm sorry to say this but it just occurred to me...

i think dsmp or whatever it's called

is the new homestuck

at least to me

yeah that might not make sense...it's exam week.

[tea-and-umbrellas]

Man, I hope the whole Matthew/Gallowglass situation won't be turned into some Edward/Jacob bullsh*t

[residentgayfriend]

story time friends

i'll probably delete this later tbh

my love life has properly fucked me over. i literally met the love of my life at age 15.

yes i'm aware i'm being dramatic leave me alone.

so i met this girl in my orchestra and we went on a tour and we fell in love in italy. this is literal fairy tale shit right here.

so yeah i fell in love for the first time in the most romantic way possible and spent a year with the probable love of my life and it was amazing and i loved her more than anything.

then the shit hit the fan. hard.

her mom found out and then that was a problem and she wanted to please her (even though she doesn't deserve it) and she went off to university and after she broke up with me not once but TWICE and decided it was a mistake both times i finally told her to fuck off. i still haven'y decided if that was a mistake.

yeah i was a wreck and i ignored my emotions until i didn't even know they were there anymore. i started dating another girl two weeks after (which was dumb).

and yesterday i went on an outing with my music class and LO AND BEHOLD she was there. i had a total breakdown and had to sit in the car for an hour until i calmed down.

at least i knew she was going to be there so i was able to prepare myself, but nothing could have prepared me for sitting one seat away from her in the theater and hearing her voice so clearly i almost broke down again.

so yeah. i realised that i didn't give myself enough time to get over her. i wanted my new relationship to be like the last one. i wanted her back. i think i still do. i miss her, and i want what we had, but i know it will never work. she chose her mother's expectations for her life over me and i know that she'll do it again. she'll never choose me.

and now i know that i'll compare every relationship i'll ever have to the first one and a part of me is scared that they'll never live up to it.

so yeah. fuck relationships.