Marine sister rant thing kinda??
So my brother came back the seventh( day after my birthday and was kinda a late birthday present) and he ships out on Wednesday and the Thursday and go back to school. I'm in highschool and have like no friends and the few I have I have like no classes with so I never see them so I cant talk to anyone except the counselor but one of my friends is usually in his office so I have like no one to talk to about this because he is my rock so when hes gone I get way more depressed and eat like never. So I'm still in denial that jes in the marines because I'm the person that always think about the worse case scenario. So when he leaves hes going to be gone for at least six months to finish his training the he might go straight into deployment so he doesn't come home after training. He might be sent to Syria with his friends or he might be sent to Japan or Cuba or Hawii or somewhere else out of the states or overseas and my family is pretty poor so we wont be able to see him and he wont really have his phone till night when he goes to bed for the night and he never texts me so I'm pretty screwed for have a stable time while hes gone because when hes home he makes jokes and tells stories and tells me about his life or we talk about music together because hes a metal head and kinda into rock and I'm into rock and kinda into metal. These might not seem like a big deal but usually no one talks or even care about what I have to say and just ignores me so him talking to me is the highlight of my day. Cutting off the rant because this is getting really long. Sorry if you actually read this, my life is pretty boring and I'm pathetic so... wish me luck
