#maristarzcore

[maristarz]

My older brother is forcing me to sleep so like

What if Henso is Nagito's lovechild with someone

Goodnight

[maristarz]

im so hungry but its 1:07 AM.. and I can't go out of my room to EAT because there's just stale noodles and a few chips.. AHHHHHHH if I pass out one more time bcz chronic nausea said "no. YOU'RE TOO AFRAID TO EAT!!" im gonna sobbb... IM SO HUNGRY AHHHHHHH HOW DO I SLEEP??

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I'M SO SORRY I HAVEN'T POSTED GHHGFHGHF GHG HFFJGFJFJ I'VE BEEN SO BUSY I FORGOT THIS ACCOUNT EXISTED...um some updates!!

Broke up with my girlfriend cuz she was really rude and then... I got another after a week or two and she's the best thing that's ever happened to me

Got back into danganronpa.

WE HAVE BROUGHT BACK LISA YUBISHI

i don't mischaracterize characters anymore and every post where I did so is gonna be deleted i swear🩷

Threw up: 1/2 time (I was on the literal pre-vomit timer)

Brother got me coal for Christmas

My friend for 6 years has lowk been having a cycle of ghosting me, saying "I prokmiseI'll talk more!!" and ghosting me again (this has been a cycle for 3 months but it's okie because everyone is peak)

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AGHHHH FINALLY MARILYN LORE!!

(THIS IS A VERY LONG POST.)

Ok so! We'll mainly focus on Marilyn but here's the tree

Marilyn (she her and 12!!!) her older sister (pink one), and parents!!!

Now, what are each of her family members like?

Her sister (Aubrey, she/they, 19) is pretty laidback and sweet and probably the coolest person ever. mega cool and wouldn't tellanyone a secret and is like the safe space for Marilyn!!

Her mom (she/her, 40) seems nice but is an E X T R E M E L Y strict mother and the biggest neat freak. She'll give you happy moments yes but the next she'll start being rude and narrow minded and everything.

And her dad (he/him, 39, probs bisexual cuz of his FUCKASS WIFE.) is the sweetest most wholesome man ever but he can't be home since he wants to provide for his family well..😿😿

OK SO. WHAT ROLES DO THEY PLAY IN MARILYN'S LIFE?

well Marilyn as we know takes after her sister more than her mother or father ahahaha (someone please save her.) but anyway, Marilyn is very caring and understanding even WITH how fancy she is!!! but she does have a problem, she has EXTREME abandonment and attachment issues... YAY!

so her sister is planning to leave for college. Aubrey no! Your sister! BUT NO ONE TELLS MARILYN. She just wakes up one day and "oh mom where is Aubrey!" "Umm... Sweetie." a whole lot of talking later and Marilyn is sobbing in the bathroom because no one thought about her enough to tell her?! ALL THE PACKING?!?!? ALL THE ALL THE NEW EXPENSES AND COLLEGE MAIL COMING?!? HOW DID SHE NOT PICK UP ON IT!

worst part she can't even mail her sister or call her because one she doesn't know her address anymore and two her parents have been sucking ASS in the supporting both kids department and won't let her talk to her. Fun...?? Marilyn starts spiraling over the next few days. Coma and this is all just a bad dream? Is she passed out somewhere right now? It can't be real, right? Did nobody EVEN TRUST HER???

She eventually just cracked and ran away at like 4AM on a Saturday with some food and water. It was hell BUT how could she go back when her parents couldn't trust her with feeling ok about her sister leaving???

Some nontrauma lore!!!

SHE IS BEST FRIENDS WITH BLUUDUD AND PR3TYPRIINCESS!!! She met them at school and absolutely adores them. Heh... Maybe even... Have crushes on the two of them?... Marilyn joined their teams and supports them whenever she can!!!

imagine the look on her face when she sees that they're killers. hehe

Her and her sister go out shopping a lot and to arcades and or movies!!! Imagine you're at a party and the sexy scene girl just pulls up with a 12 yr old girl

Some info that idk why I feel should be here BUT Marilyn is 5'3 somehow.Tall for her age!!!!

HONORABLE MENTION! @brain4stew! AT! BRAIN! 4! STEW! SHE! IS! MY! INTERNET! MOTHER FIGURE!

Sigh... Marilyn is so Anthems For A Seventeen Year Old Girl core... Not because it's gay but because I twisted the lyrics in my head to be like attachment issues?.. Idk...

THAT IS ALL I GIVE UP🙁

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so. may or may not have realized I have a savior complex.

-if I vent I will immediately spam them with their favorite things if I realize I'm venting

-never say no to someone venting

-constantly check on my friends

-I do not have a reason to live other than "get my friends out of their bad mental states." no I am not suicidal.

-have collapsed/fainted TWICE to try and do something for others

-if I even affect someone negatively slightly I will spiral and overthink

-constantly do things for others and never anything for myself

[maristarz]

Mari but Forsaken?! What do I name her... Ummm

Maybe Marilyn? Yeah Marilyn!

Her and pr3ttypriincess would be amazing friends

@brain4stew does this mean Ellin is her mom 😭 /hj

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IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT

so..

im bigender I fear.

she/him! fun! he/her! fun!

I am I/Me/Myself by Will Wood now! I WISH I COULD BE A GIRL AND THAT WAY YOU'D WISH I COULD BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND, BOYFRIEND!!!

Yes I still dress lolita.

Yes I want people t use both pronouns fo me..🤤🤤

Yes I mainly use female labels but also really like male labels

Idk what else to say here

Eats all of you

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Update on life: I am so...so very sick. My ears hurt, I'm nauseous, I can barely stand, I have a fever, I'm tired, I'm weak and I'm coughing and sneezing like crazy..

I also can't speak. Not like due to anxiety but GENUINELY I can barely speak, it comes out super raspy, like I just ate 800 cigarettes

Keep in mind this is SEASONAL ALLERGIES that are doing this to me. Worst part is, I was planning to get Chinese food with my sis and then go to five below but guess what? I'M SICK! Kms /silly