Thoughts you only seem to get after midnight...
So I'm laying in bed, next to my girl, who is snoring away (adorable) and then I just started thinking, why me? Why did she choose me? She's a popular person, she's kind and she's honestly one of the funniest people I've ever met. She makes friends wherever she goes and she does it regardless of the situation. She could be having the worst day of her life but if you're having a shit day she will literally put it all to one side and help you as much as she can. I mean people can't get enough of her, she was away for a while and now she's back and she has so many people asking to meet up with her to find out how she's doing, like these people genuinely want to know how's she's been and what she's been up to, they aren't just saying it to be polite. I'm okay, very average really, I'm fairly shy and quiet and people only see the real me when they get to know me and we have a connection, otherwise I find it hard to make friends in any situation. My girl, she knows so many people, she's gone out and done so much with her time and she's met people from all walks of life and I don't understand why she chose me. What do I bring? Honestly, I feel like one day I won't be enough for her and she'll want to be with someone more adventurous than I, and in that moment I still won't understand why she chose me but I would understand why it's over.
