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11.05.2017. (130) Dopocena con... Stefanella Marrama e Isabella Pasanisi

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Late second thoughts

I just lost not only my boyfriend but my best friend.. I don’t know if my decision was logical or idiotic. I loved him, I still love him, I will always love him. Distance sucks. It’s evil, it gives you second thoughts and doubts. And I told myself I wouldn’t let it get to me, but somehow it did and it hit me hard. He was always there for me he always has Been. In the 4 year I’ve known him he’s never forgotten me and I’ve definitely never forgotten him either. I truly thought he was the one, he fixed me. Whether it be when I’m sad,depressed, lonely, or just bored. He was there to keep me company. I’m going to miss him. A lot. I’m going to miss the “good morning beautiful” text messages and the hugs from behind, and playing video games, and whenever Id jump up and scream because I was scared of dying in a game and he’d jus laugh and hug me. I’m going to miss him constantly kissing me on the cheek. He made me feel beautiful and most importantly loved. He made me feel like a real person. And I can’t thank him enough. I love him with all my heart forever and always