take a breath of fresh air
dont think about her
and take a step outside
not thinking about her is the hardest step
you wish she was here with you
to watch her daughter grow up
to laugh with her brother, friends, you
there is no time to waste on her
when you have so much to do
she wouldnt want you to dwell on her
and so you dont
or at least you try not to
whenever you start to
you look down at your daughter
with eyes of your mother
with eyes that hurt to look into
but with her hair
hair youre only now learning to braid
your daughter is so bright
and you would give her the world
rule number one of going into the sea is to have fun
rule number two is to be aware that you have less energy than you think
swimming away from the shore is always an act of hubris
and the sea gods don't take well to it
speaking of, rule number three. before you go into the sea, learn about local sea gods
none of them like being ignored
and even if you acknowledge them, they appreciate blood sacrifice
rule number four, if the dragonflies fly to the coast, follow them
there's not too much to this, it's just really unwise to not trust dragonflies
rule number five, if something touches your leg underwater never look at it
they're just curious
and they do not appreciate people seeing them
rule number six is that you must always put on more sunscreen when you get out of water
marz or cyrus!! it/star/xey/any neopronouns !! mutuals can ask for system blog idc
things i reblog the most rn are jrwi (progress post for that) and films/shows that ive watched (which are in this post). im also occasionally pulled back into qsmp1/dsmp/osmp, i was and still from time to time am a big fan of philzas s4 hardcore, my gf dragged me into jjk&bluelock&supernatural hell, rpf is fine and fun even, andddd i like joy and whimsy and playing ocs with my friends :))
some of my blog tags are under this post, but even more of them (still not all) are in this masterpost. before/if you follow me, be aware that i wildly oscilate between not being active for weeks on end and getting postlimited multiple times a week. biohazard for ur dash /silly. on that note, backup account for when im postlimited @marz-jailtime :))
(mtmt banners by solarix @/s0lar-ch3ri) || lee's tags
blinkies and more images under cut
transfem robot || mold/love your friends || ashe winters 9/11 || riptide hiatus || the tuber whoever
love button || joy so ancient
most of the jrwi images are stolen from @/namelessprince's pinned post
scu gif is from this @/bizlybebo's pinned
aroace, 'this user loves their mutuals and friends', and writer blinkies from @/saltedcaramelchaos's pinned
if anyone knows authors of anything thats not linked, lmk
this is a potentional letter in my VTM QSMP AU (so many letters, wowoow. by VTM, i mean Vampire: The Masquerade). it's a bit out there as I genuinelly cannot hold a thought that isn't about it rn (still didn't finish their dinner. it's 5am local time), but it's so much fun!!!
im for funsies writing a bit of poetry and got a bit stuck and decided to plan out where it is narratively going and...
i dont think im topping that. this is just notes but it? hits? for some reason? even if i wanted to include it in the poem, i cannot, which is honestly fucking tragic (it is haiku-esque and set in ancient greece? or maybe modern day countryside? either way, i cannot use it)