#massive depression

[okitagumi]

i'm usually no one that gives up on Real Important People™ so easily yknow but ,,, i've been thinking about it all day now. to just. end it. and before some of u probably come at me with stuff like NO DON'T DIE i'm not talking about ending my life lol but something else i just ,,, don't see the point anymore ,,

[glittsblogs]

Never ever have I felt like a girl

My shoulders were always a little too wide

My face a little too uncanny

I don’t wear skirts, I felt ugly

I dyed my hair blonde and I knew the revival

I was somebody anything I wanted

My words are blurry my grammar inconsistent

I didn’t learned to be like that

I was scared and neglected

Now I’m just angry and neglected

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I was very depressed on summer 2025

so I bleached my hair the lightest shade of blonde, dressed in white

this was the closer to death i could get while living.

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Nobody knows what to do with me so they put me in a room and asked me to do homework

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Things are okay at school. Pretty fun. Never alone.

Weekends are hell. Binging. Baking. Took mdma again today .

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my music teacher asked me if I was okay because I wasn’t singing and I was looking in the void (dissociating)

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I’m too talented to kms

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hey guysss I didn’t posted in a while (even if no one cares lol) march was rough, I tried to km$ 2 times

I’m doing better now tho