Mended Things- Trafalgar Law x Reader
ੈ✩‧₊˚Synopsis:
You went to the library looking for a cure and accidentally got adopted by a polar bear, a penguin, and a surgeon. Now you’re living aboard the Polar Tang, your lungs are finally healing, your found family won’t leave you alone for five minutes, and Captain Trafalgar D. Water Law falls for you! Part 1
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‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ CALL THE DOCTOR- nightcore
A/N: Check tags for any TW PLS!!! I hope to be able to write more long-form content as my semester ends this week!!! Reader discretion is strongly advised. 18+ only.
Your sickness, like most, slowly crept in, slowly diminishing your everyday life. At first, it was just a tickle in the back of your throat, making it hard to talk for extended periods of time. Something you dismissed as just a simple cold. But as time crept on, the whisper in the back of your throat doubled, no tripled, into coughing fits that would leave you gasping for air, and making the most menial tasks feel impossible. On top of typical symptoms brought on by any sickness, like fatigue and weakness, this sickness became something that destroyed the simple life you once knew. To be fair, you were never someone impressive to start with. You've been a simple construction worker, building bridges and fixing structures. Your life was boring by all standards, you had no true friends, you were average looking, and you were never the best at your job, nor did you have some big dream you wanted to achieve. However, this boring life became something you took for granted and prayed every day to return to. This sickness was sucking everything that once made you you. Now you spend your remaining days in the library of this small island town, being a shell of what was left of you, haunting the medical section. Your fingernails, once packed in with dirt from working at the construction site, were now stained with ink from desperate note-taking. You were desperate for any sort of relief. All the town's doctor told you was to rest and take overpriced medication you swore did nothing for you. You would brew concoctions from your research that left you vomiting for hours, trying just anything to feel better. What was worse than all the pain this sickness caused was how tired of being alone with it.
The afternoon sun streamed through the library windows, illuminating the particular book you needed. "A Treatise on Rare Tropical Fevers." As you reached for it, your hand stretched as wide as it could. Another hand closed around the spine at the exact same moment. A large, white-furred hand.
You looked up, and up, into the face of a massive polar bear. He wore a bright orange boiler suit, and his furry brow was furrowed in a polite, gentle face. Beside him, a man in a distinctive cap that read 'PENGUIN' looked just as surprised to see you.
"Oh! Sorry!" the bear, Bepo, mumbled, his voice a deep, apologetic rumble. "I didn't see you there. I need this book."
"So do I," you said, at first rubbing your eyes after seeing this polar bear talk. Your grip on the book tightened.
Penguin put a hand on his hip. "Look, we saw it first. We've been scouring this island for medical texts for our captain. WE REALLLY need it."
"We can pay," Bepo added, as if that was the end of it.
You stood there silent, not sure what to say. On one hand, they looked tired and just as glad to have found this book as you. On the other hand, you were clinging to any lifeline to keep living; this book, despite just being another cure, could possibly have a cure.
After some time, you just lost in thought, Penguin pulled out his wallet. "Name your price. Seriously. We'll beat any offer."
Without even thinking, ugly heavy tears started rolling down your cheeks as you finally let go of the book, your energy gone. Your shoulders shook, not from the cough this time, but from a sob.
"Please," you choked out, hating how small your voice sounded. " I've been trying to cure myself for months. My parents… th-they died of a sickness just like this. I've tried everything. I've spent every last berry I have. It's just me now, completely alone. and this book… this book is the first lead I've found in weeks. I don't need to keep it. I won't damage it. I just… I just need to read it." (PLS SPEED MY MOM IS KINDA HOMELESS)
Silence. The dust danced in the sunbeams between you. The raw discomfort on Penguin's and Bepo's faces was almost comical through your tear-blurred vision. They were pirates, hardened men of the sea, clearly completely unprepared for a complete emotional breakdown from a stranger in some no-name town. Bepo’s ears drooped. He looked at Penguin with a clear expression of you fix this right now.
Penguin sighed, a long, defeated sound. He pinched the bridge of his nose under his cap. "Alright, alright, please don't… do that." He awkwardly gestured to your entire crying form. "We're sorry. We've been jerks. we take the book. Fair and square. But you come with us, right now, and read it. We have a week left on the island is that long enough?"
You blinked, the tears stopping as a mix of embarrassment and confusion took over. "What?"
Bepo nodded firmly, a smile returning to his fuzzy face. "It's decided. I'm sorry I tried to take your book." He gently placed a massive paw on your shoulder.
That was how you found yourself sandwiched between a polar bear and a silly looking man, huddled over a dusty medical book in a corner booth of a seaside café. The first hour was just intense, focused reading, the three of you bent over pages detailing fungal infections and blood parasites. You didn't find a cure. But you found something arguably more valuable.
"Why would you even try to boil wolfsbane into a tea? It says right here on page 492 that it releases toxins!" Penguin scolded, pointing a calloused finger at your notes, which were spread across the table. "You're terrible at medicine!"
"I NEVER SAID I WAS SMART, I build bridges, not serums!" you fired back, a ghost of your old self returning. "It was an idea!"
"An idea that nearly dissolved your stomach lining!" he laughed. It was a genuinely warm, teasing laugh, and you surprised yourself by laughing with him, a sound that quickly turned into a cough.
They walked you home. Your apartment was small and tidy. There were no photos of family, just blueprints and stacks of notes. Bepo and Penguin exchanged a glance you didn't quite catch.
"Right," Penguin said, clapping his hands together. "We've decided. We're staying the night."
"What? No, you really don't—"
"You said you were lonely,earlier," Bepo said simply, as if that was the most logical reason in the world. "And you're sick. What if you need help? We'll stay."
And they did. You made them sweets from a box of emergency brownie mix in your cupboard, the rich, chocolatey scent filling the sterile space for the first time in years. Bepo ate three brownies in one bite and cried because they still hadn’t cooled down.
Wait, can polar bears even eat chocolate?? You thought to yourself
" Penguin, through a mouthful of brownie, spoke about how his captain would have a fit if he saw them eating so much sugar, which started a ten-minute story about their submarine, the Polar Tang, and life under a man he called "Captain Law."
"He's a genius surgeon," Penguin explained, leaning back on your threadbare sofa. "Grumpy as hell. A total control freak. But the best doctor, I would say, if anyone could figure out what's wrong with you, it's him. I guarantee the first thing he'd do is mock every single one of these Facebook anti-vax mom type experiments you wrote down."
When they learned their ship needed a full week of resupply and repairs, you offered your old tools and materials you no longer needed from the construction site without hesitation. They were nothing but chaos and joy in your silent, dim world. Bepo was an early riser who tried to make pancakes and set off the smoke alarm. Penguin taught you a card game called "Cheat". They filled your apartment with laughter, and you repaid them with sturdy meals and the quiet, attentive listening that only someone starved of conversation could offer.
You learned their rhythms, their stories. You fixed the zipper on Penguin's boiler suit one evening, and he looked at you like you'd handed him a sack of gold. "Cap'n would like you," he mused. "You notice the tiny things. He's pathological about tiny things."
By the fifth day, you weren't just a girl who trauma dumped on them randoly. You were their friend. And Penguin, seeing you suppress another shuddering cough, made a decision.
He must have called his captain, must have made a passionate, insistent plea, because on the sixth day, the three of you stood on the dock, looking at the imposing, rust-colored hull of the Polar Tang. A tall skinny man with messy black hair, intricate hand tattoos spelling out D-E-A-T-H, a funny looking hat and the most exhausted, unimpressed grey eyes you'd ever seen stood before you. He was a figure of pure, intimidating control.
"This is the patient?" Trafalgar Law's voice was a flat monotone. He scanned you from head to toe as if you were a malfunctioning piece of equipment he was being asked to fix. “Must be your lungs?"
"How did—"
"That rattling in your chest is audible from here. Years of chronic inflammation. Genetic, likely. I can hear the early-stage necrosis." He sighed, turning his back and walking up back to the sho[. "Get her on board. I'll run a full scan. Room 3."
Penguin just beamed, grabbing your bag and practically dragging you onto the ship. "That's speak for 'hello, welcome to the crew'!"
You barely heard him. You were being pulled into a new world (LOL), your heart hammering with a mixture of terror and hope. As you crossed the threshold, Law paused at the top of the sumbermine and looked down at you.
"Kuro-ya," he said, the nickname for the dark circles under your eyes you could not cover no matter how much conclear you caked on. Iinstantly, a clinical classification as much as a name. "If you're going to live, you'll follow my instructions without question. Data and discipline are what will save you. I don't appreciate wasted effort, so don't die. It would be” He paused for a second “inefficient."
He was distant, but from that moment, your name was written into the patient log you felt happy like you belonged somewhere.
After going on yet another successful mission, your lungs felt tired,however, for once, it was not from sickness, it was from the exertion of muscles finally strong enough to keep you running. Gllad to be tired from something else other than your sickness, thanks to the Law's treatments. For six months, you'd sat on his examination table once a week while he scanned you with that terrifying, sterile blue Room, his grey eyes clinical and distant. He'd mutter medical jargon to himself, adjust your medication cocktail, and dismiss you with a wave of his tattooed hand. No small talk. No bedside manner. Just results.
And the results were undeniable. You could run now without tasting blood. You could laugh with Bepo until your sides hurt without triggering a coughing fit. You had a family again, a strange one but a family nonetheless. Life was genuinely good.
But your captain remained a mystery to you.
You were grateful to him, of course. Eternally, overwhelmingly grateful SUPER grateful. He'd saved your life on nothing more than Penguin's insistence. That spoke to a kindness buried deep beneath the sarcasm and the cold, calculating stares. A kind man with cold eyes. A man who never asked for thanks. Despite not knowing him well you did know he liked coffee and hated talking to people for extended periods of times, he loved his crew that was evident but you knew he could get overwhelmed at times. You knew the sound of his footsteps, mostly to make sure you weren’t doing something dumb before he walked into whatever room you were in. But you didn't know him.
Tonight, the mission had pushed him harder than you'd ever seen. He'd sustained his Room for nearly twenty minutes, an enormous, crackling sphere of blue energy that had bisected three marine battleships and swapped the positions of a dozen crew members with surgical precision. When it finally collapsed, he'd staggered. Just for a second. Just a single, unguarded moment.
Now, as the crew dispersed to hit their bunks, you watched him from across the deck. His shoulders were tight. His jaw was clenched. His pale gray eyes had a glassy, overstimulated sheen to them. He looked less like the Surgeon of Death and more like a tired man.
You wanted to thank him. Not with words, words felt insufficient, and you were never good with them. After thinking for a while, you decided to show thanks with a small act.
The galley was empty, the crew too tired to do anything but collapse. You moved quietly, a habit born from months of navigating a submarine full of pirates with sharp hearing and sharper tempers. First, the medicine inventory notes. It was a small thing you'd started doing weeks ago, organizing the medical bay's supply cabinet after your appointments, to feel like you were paying back your appointments somehow. Tonight, you'd noticed the antiseptic was running low, and the suture kits were out of order. You'd spent a couple of minutes rearranging everything, logging the counts in your neat, blocky handwriting. You clipped the notes together and added them to the tray.
Then, the pen. You'd found it on the deck after the mission, snapped clean in half, probably crushed under someone's boot during the chaos. It was a nice pen, though heavy, silver, engraved with a heart symbol similar to his chest tattoo. This led you to believe it was the law. You'd fished it out of a crevice near the railing, taken it to your workstation, and carefully soldered the broken barrel back together with a precision that would have made your old bosses proud. The repair was nearly invisible.
Next, the coffee, he lacked energy after this mission, which was evident, and knowing him he would take to his office instead of resting. Black, no sugar. You'd noticed this was his favorite,
You set the steaming mug on a small tray.
Finally, a little note. You chewed on the end of your pencil, thinking. Something short. Something that wouldn't make him roll his eyes. You scribbled it down, folded it once, and tucked it under the repaired pen.
You slipped into his office quickly trying to make it out before he finished his shower. You placed the tray exactly in the center of his desk, where he couldn't miss it, and slipped out just as quietly.
In a good mood, you skipped toward the showers, a small, goofy smile crept across your face. It felt good to do something kind. It felt good to finally, in some small way, pay him back.
—-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Trafalgar Law was going to kill someone.
Not metaphorically. Not eventually. Right now, if one more person spoke to him, touched him, or breathed too loudly in his general direction, he was going to use Mes on their heart and squeeze until they learned the meaning of silence. His stamina was shot. His head was pounding with the aftershocks of maintaining a Room that large for that long. Every sound was a needle in his eardrums. Every flicker of the submarine's fluorescent lights was a spike through his optic nerve.
He trudged down the corridor toward his office after a long shower. The crew knew better than to approach him when he was like this. They'd learned the hard way that an overstimulated Law was a Law best left alone.
Then he saw you.
You were coming from the direction of his office. You didn't see him, you were too busy skipping. Actually skipping. Your face was split into that ridiculous, goofy smile you got whenever you did something that pleased you.
His lip curled. A distasteful expression he reserved specifically for things that were aggressively, obnoxiously cute. Like Dr Chopper or Bepo hugging him after being apart from him for a long time. And now, apparently, this.
He waited until you'd disappeared around the corner before continuing to his office. The door swung shut behind him.
Then he saw it.
The tray on his desk. Steam still rising from a mug of coffee. Black. The exact roast he preferred was brewed at the exact temperature he considered optimal. He didn't touch it, not yet. He just stared at it, his exhausted brain slowly cataloguing the implications.
He flipped through the notes you left, everything logged in your handwriting, the same handwriting he'd seen on countless similar reports. You'd noticed supplies running low that even he hadn't gotten around to auditing yet.
His jaw tightened.
And then, the pen. He picked it up, turning it over in his tattooed fingers. It was his favorite pen, the one his father had given him before. He'd noticed it missing after the mission but hadn't had the energy to go searching. And now here it was, whole again. The break was visible only if you knew exactly where to look. The solder work was a chef's kiss.
He then unfolded the note
"Captain,
Fixed your pen. Hope you don't mind. Don't work too late, even geniuses need sleep. You really de-LIVERed on today's mission!!! ;b
- Y/N
P.S. I heard bitter things when you're in a bad mood. I added an extra scoop of grounds. If it's terrible, blame bepo."
He read it three times. The paper was ordinary. The words were ordinary, the joke was beyond corny, But the context, the context was like a blade, sliding between his ribs with surgical precision.
You knew how he took his coffee. You cared to memorized it. You fixed something he hadn't mentioned. You found it broken, recognized its value, and repaired it without seeking credit or thanks. You noticed his exhaustion. Everyone else on the crew had given him his space, which was what he wanted. But you seen it, the overstimulation, the weariness and instead of avoiding him, you left him medicine for it.
This wasn't a simple act of crewmate goodwill. This wasn't politeness or obligation. This was attention. The kind of attention no one had ever given him for a long time. The kind of attention that saw through his cold facade and cared for him anyway.
Something stirred in his chest. Something old. Something hungry.
He sat down heavily in his chair, still holding the note. The coffee cooled. He didn't drink it. He was too busy thinking.
This was attention. The kind of attention no one had ever given him before. The kind of attention that saw through his cold facade and—
Stop.
He shook his head sharply, the motion sending a spike of pain through his exhausted skull.
"I don't even know her," he muttered to the empty room, his voice rough with fatigue. "She's… goofy. What am I thinking? I need sleep."
He was over-analyzing. That was all. He was a tired sleep-deprived surgeon projecting meaning onto a simple act of crewmate courtesy. She was Penguin's friend, grateful for the medical care, repaying a debt. Nothing more. Nothing significant.
He finally picked up the coffee and took a sip.
It was perfect. Exactly the right temperature. Exactly the right bitterness. She'd brewed it exactly the way he liked it, the way he'd never told anyone, the way he assumed no one had ever noticed.
He smiled.
It was a small, involuntary thing. A crack in his carefully maintained facade. He caught himself a moment later and forced his expression back to neutrality, but it was too late. The damage was done.
That smile was the first crack in the dam.
He tried to ignore you after that night. Genuinely, actively tried.
It should have been easy. You were one crewmate among many. You worked in engineering, what was closest to your previous experience, far from the medical bay where he spent most of his time. Your paths rarely crossed outside of your weekly check-ups. He could simply… not think about you.
But his mind refused to cooperate.
Against his will, he noticed things.
It started small. So small that no one else on the crew would have detected a change. Law had always been meticulous, detail-oriented to the point of obsession. If he suddenly started attending every meal in the galley instead of eating alone in his office, well, perhaps he was just feeling more sociable. If he happened to sit at the corner table where he had a clear view of you laughing with Penguin and Shachi, well, it was his galley. He could sit where he wanted. The corner table had always been his favorite. The lighting was optimal. The noise levels were lower. It had nothing to do with you.
Nothing at all…
But his grey eyes tracked your movements regardless of his intentions. He noted the exact time you arrived, 06:47, two minutes later than usual on Tuesdays. He noted the exact portions you took, small breakfast, medium lunch, small dinner, with a preference for bread after missions and always needing one sweet thing a day. He noted the exact number of times you laughed at someone else's joke, an average of 3.4 times per meal, with Penguin and Bepo drawing the highest response rates.
He kept noticing you. And he hated it.
Or rather, he told himself he hated it. The truth was far more uncomfortable. He couldn't stop. The data was just there, presenting itself to his mind whether he wanted it or not. He'd spent his entire adult life training himself to observe,. There was nothing special about you.
Despite this your routines slowly shaped his day. Like a high school girl memorizing her crushes class schedule he memorized your daily schedule in detail
Three Weeks Later
You sat on your usual crate near the port railing, a steaming mug of coffee cradled in your hands, light, two sugars, the polar opposite of the bitter drink you'd made for the captain that night. The sunrise was painting the sea in shades of gold and rose.
You'd been feeling stronger lately. The coughing fits were rare now, and when they came, they were shallow things, easily suppressed. But the check-ups made you nervous nonetheless. They always did. Lying on that examination table while Law's cold grey eyes scanned you like a specimen under glass, it was intimidating.
"You're five minutes early this morning."
The voice came from directly behind you, and you very nearly dropped your coffee into the sea.
Law stood there, his ever-present sword propped against his shoulder, his expression unreadable. He wasn't looking at you, he was looking at the ocean, as if he'd just happened to wander over to this exact spot at this exact time for no particular reason.
"Captain!" You pressed a hand to your hammering heart. "You scared me. Good morning?"
"Your schedule," he said, as if that explained anything. "You usually come out at 06:45. It's 06:40."
You blinked. "I… couldn't sleep. Figured I'd get an early start?" You tilted your head, studying his profile. "I didn't realize you kept track of my coffee schedule."
His jaw tightened almost imperceptibly. "I don't. I keep track of everyone's. Routine is essential on a submarine. Deviations indicate potential problems."
“OH sorry for assuming… thats embarrasing” you said sheeplishy rubbing your messy hair. He finally glanced at you, his grey eyes flicking over your face with clinical precision. "You look tired. Nightmares again?"
Your stomach dropped. How could he possibly, no, you were being ridiculous. He was a doctor. He probably noticed the dark circles under your eyes. That was all.
"Just a little restless," you said, forcing a casual smile. "Nothing to worry about."
"Mm." He didn't look convinced, but he didn't push. Instead, he turned and walked away without another word, his long coat billowing behind him.
You stared after him, your coffee forgotten.
What a good captain, you thought, shaking your head. Always looking out for his crew.
Two Days Later
The galley was bustling, filled with the clatter of dishes and the comfortable chaos of pirates eating together. You'd decided to eat with Bepo today instead of your usual noon meal, a spontaneous choice born from the simple desire to spend time with your favorite fluffy friend.
You didn't think anything of it. Why would you?
Until a shadow fell over your tray.
"You missed lunch."
Law stood behind you, a tray of his own in his tattooed hands. His expression was neutral, but there was something in his grey eyes, a flicker of something you couldn't quite name.
You blinked up at him. "I wasn't hungry."
"That isn't an acceptable reason." He placed a small wrapped onigiri beside your bowl without waiting for permission, the motion so smooth it seemed almost automatic. "Your caloric intake has been below baseline for three days. Eat."
You stared at the onigiri, then back at him. "You've been tracking my caloric intake?"
"It's in your medical file. I track everyone's." The response was immediate, practiced. "You're still recovering. Skipping meals is counterproductive to your lung tissue regeneration."
"Oh." You picked up the onigiri, a strange warmth blooming in your chest. "That's… really thoughtful, Captain. Thank you."
He didn't acknowledge the thanks. Instead, his gaze shifted to Bepo, who was mid-reach for the fish cake on your plate.
"Bepo."
The polar bear froze, his paw hovering guiltily over your food.
"If you're still hungry, there's more in the galley. You don't need to steal from y/n-ya's tray."
Bepo's ears drooped. "I'm sorry, Captain."
Law didn't respond, but he did something unexpected, he sat down. At your table. With you and Bepo. His tray joined yours on the worn metal surface, and he began eating with the same quiet, methodical precision he did everything else.
Bepo, delighted by this unprecedented development, immediately launched into a story about a dream he'd had. You laughed, shoving holding onto his shoulder affectionately. I mean hes like a giant teddy bear how could you not hold onto him
It was a warm, easy moment. The kind of moment you'd grown used to sharing with your crewmates your time on the crew.
But you didn't notice how Law's chopsticks paused halfway to his mouth. You didn't see the flicker of something cold and sharp flash through his grey eyes as your hand touched Bepo's furry shoulder. It was nothing in retrospect, a friendly touch between friends. Crewmates touched each other all the time. It meant nothing.
But Law filed it away nonetheless. Another data point.
Later that evening, Bepo found himself assigned to solo night watch for the next two weeks. When he asked Law why, the captain simply shrugged.
"You seemed restless. Some structure will do you good."
It was logical. It was reasonable. It was completely, utterly calculated. He denied it coming from any place of jealousy
And it was only the beginning.
The Next Week
The medical bay was cold and sterile, as always. You sat on the examination table, trying not to shiver in the thin hospital gown, while Law reviewed your latest vitals on his clipboard.
"Lung capacity is at 87%," he said, not looking up. "Up from 82% last month. The scar tissue is continuing to recede. You've responded well to the treatment."
"That's good, right?" You smiled, swinging your legs slightly. "I've been feeling a lot better. I even ran the other day without getting winded."
"I'm aware."
“Huh?”
He set down the clipboard quickly and finally met your eyes. "Jean Bart mentioned it. He was impressed."
Jean Bart had mentioned it? You hadn't realized anyone had been watching. But Law was the captain, of course he'd receive reports on crew performance. It was his job to know these things you reasoned to yourself.
"Alright," he said, gesturing to the examination table. "Lie back. I want to do one more scan before we adjust your medication."
You obeyed, settling against the thin pillow and staring up at the fluorescent lights. Law's hand moved in a gesture you'd grown familiar with, and the blue sphere of his Room expanded around you, humming with energy. You felt the strange, pulling sensation of his Scan washing over you, mapping every cell, every organ, every hidden corner of your body.
It should have felt invasive. It probably was invasive. But after months of these check-ups, you'd grown accustomed to it. It was just Law being thorough. Law being a good doctor. Law being a good captain.
"There's still some minor inflammation," he murmured, more to himself than to you. "I'm going to adjust your anti-inflammatory dosage. You'll take it twice daily instead of once."
"Got it."
The Room faded, and you sat up, already reaching for your clothes. But as you moved, your eyes caught on something unexpected.
There was a hole in his hat.
It was small, barely noticeable. A worn spot near the brim where the white fabric had frayed and torn, probably from a close call during a recent mission. You'd never noticed it before. But now that you'd seen it, you couldn't unsee it. That hat was part of him. He never took it off. Seeing it damaged felt… wrong.
"Captain, your hat," you said, pointing.
He frowned, reaching up to touch the brim. "What about it?"
"There's a hole. Here." You hopped off the examination table and shuffled over, getting close and extending your body as far as you can you took the hat from his head.
He went absolutely still.
"I can fix it," you said, with a gummy smile turning the hat over in your hands. "It's a small tear. I've got a sewing kit in my quarters! I patch up the crew's boiler suits all the time. It'll take me five minutes swear."
You didn't wait for permission. You were already skipping toward the door, the hat cradled carefully in your hands.
"Y/n-ya—"
"I'll bring it right back!"
You returned twelve minutes later, the hat good as new. The patch was nearly invisible, a careful bit of stitching that reinforced the worn spot without altering the hat's shape or appearance. You'd even matched the thread color perfectly.
Law was still standing exactly where you'd left him, his expression unreadable. His hair, usually hidden beneath the hat, was messier than you'd expected. black and slightly wavy, falling across his forehead in a way that made him look younger.
"Here," you said, stepping close. "Good as new."
You reached up, styled his hair as best as you could and placed the hat back on his head, adjusting it carefully. Your fingers brushed his hair as you settled it into its proper position, a feather-light touch, barely there. When you were satisfied, you let your hands drop and met his eyes.
He was staring at you.
His grey eyes were intense, unblinking, filled with something you couldn't quite identify. For a long, suspended moment, neither of you moved. The air between you felt charged, electric, like the atmosphere before a storm.
After a while he looked away.
"Thank you," he said, his voice carefully flat. "That wasn't necessary."
"I know." You smiled, bright, genuine, goofy. "I wanted to."
He didn't respond. He just turned back to his clipboard, his shoulders slightly stiff, his jaw slightly tight.
You left the medical bay feeling strangely light. It felt good to help him for once. It felt good to see the captain as something other than cold and distant.You were finally becoming friends.
—----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Once you left, the medical bay fell into a silence so profound it felt almost sacred. Law stood exactly where you had left him, clipboard forgotten in his hands, staring at the door that had swung shut behind you.
His hands were trembling.
He looked down at them as if they belonged to a stranger. The same hands that had performed surgeries with inhuman precision, and switched the hearts of emperors, they were shaking. Because of you. Because you had reached up and touched his hat. Because your fingers had brushed his hair. Because you had looked into his eyes with that ridiculous, smile and seen something worth caring for.
He didn't move. Not for a full minute. Not for five. Not for ten.
He stood motionless in the sterile silence, replaying the moment in a loop so obsessive it made him feel icked at himself. The soft brush of your fingers against his forehead. The warmth of your proximity. The way your eyes had crinkled at the corners when you'd smiled and said I wanted to. As if caring for him was something you did naturally. As if noticing the hole in his hat was just another casual act of kindness.
You hadn't known what that hat meant to him. You couldn't have known. And yet you'd repaired it with love, without asking for nothing in return.
He finally moved, setting down the clipboard with a clatter. His legs carried him through the rest of the day on autopilot. His mind was consumed by you.
That night, Law sat in his office long after the rest of the crew had gone to sleep. The submarine was silent aside from the low hum of the engines, a sound as familiar as his own heartbeat. The repaired pen sat on his desk beside a fresh mug of coffee that had long since gone cold. But his attention was fixed on his hand held in his hands
He lifted it carefully, almost and held it in his lap. His tattooed fingers found the patch, that nearly invisible stitching that closed the worn spot near the brim. His fingertips traced the thread, back and forth for what felt like hours. The texture was slightly different from the original fabric.
The sensation of the thread burned him.
His chest constricted. His breath came shorter, shallower the longer he traced the thread. His heart was beating faster. You had done something to him. You had reached inside his chest with your kindness and your goofy smile and your gentle hands, and you had rearranged things.
Without thinking he lifted the hat to his face.
He pressed his lips to the thread.
The kiss was soft.
His eyes closed. Against his mouth, the thread was slightly rough, a different texture than the worn fabric around it. She had chosen this thread. She had threaded this needle. She had pulled these stitches tight, one by one, mending what was broken. The coffee. The pen. The inventory notes. This hat.
She could mend anything broken, it seemed. It was the only logical conclusion, and Law was nothing if not a creature of logic. He had watched you for weeks now. He had catalogued every interaction, every quiet act of service, every moment you reached out and made something better with nothing but your hands and your kindness. You fixed valves, patched boiler suits, repaired pens, and mended hats. You healed what was wounded. You made things whole.
Could you… Maybe mend him?
The thought hit him hard. His grip on the hat tightened until his knuckles went white.
He was broken. He had been broken for as long as he could remember. Flevance had shattered him. Cora-san's death had shattered him further. Doflamingo had taken the pieces and ground them to dust. What remained of Trafalgar Law, the boy who had wanted to be a doctor like his father, was broken, held together by revenge and rage and the cold, clinical need for control. He was not whole. He had not been whole for twenty years.
But you.
You mended things. It was what you did. It was who you were. You saw a hole, and you stitched it closed. You saw something broken, and you made it functional again. You had done it for his pen. You had done it for his hat. You had done it for his crew, his ship, his world.
Could you fix him?
Could you look at the wreckage of the man he had become and see something worth saving?
He wanted to let you try. The wanting was a hunger, a thirst, a sickness for which there was no cure. He wanted to place himself in your hands and say, " Fix me”.
Because you would. He knew you would.
Law sat alone in the dim light of his cabin, legs spread, elbows on his knees. Your hat rested in his hands. He brought it to his face once again and inhaled slowly, greedily. Salt. Metal. That faint floral trace of your shampoo. The scent of your hands after you’d been working on the ship’s engines all day. The scent of care. The scent of the only person who had ever looked at him and seen something worth saving.
His grey eyes darkened.
He could almost imagine it was you. The fantasy twisted. He wanted to open you up. Not to hurt you, never to destroy you. Just to see. To understand what made you so fucking perfect. He wanted to create a Room around your body, lay you out on his operating table, and part your skin with surgical precision. No pain. Only the cool blue light of his power and his bare hands exploring you.
He would trace every vessel, every delicate branch of your arteries. He would lift your beating heart into his palm and feel its rhythm against his fingers while you stared up at him innocently, trusting, flushed, alive.
“Look at this… so clean. So perfectly arranged. Even your insides are beautiful.” Law’s breath hitched. His cock was already straining against his jeans, heavy and aching. He palmed himself once, slowly, then unzipped with steady hands. The sound of metal teeth parting was loud in the silence.
He freed his length, thick and flushed, the head already glistening. Wrapping your hat around his shaft, he groaned low in his throat at the soft fabric. It still carried your warmth, your scent. He stroked up once, firm, twisting slightly at the head the way he liked. His eyes half-closed. He imagined you lying open beneath him, chest parted like curtains, lungs fluttering, heart exposed and beating just for him. He would lean down and press his lips to that heart while it still pulsed. He would taste iron and life and you. Then he would close you again without a scar, kiss your forehead, and whisper that no one else would ever get this close. No one else would ever know you the way he did.
His hand moved faster. The hat grew damp with precum as he fucked into the fabric, hips rolling up in controlled thrusts. His messy black hair fell into his eyes. The tattoos on his fingers flexed with every stroke. He was panting now, quiet, measured, but unraveling. He wanted to keep you. Not just in his bed. Not just under his protection. He wanted you inside his Room every night. He wanted to dissect you and put you back together again just to prove he could. He wanted to crawl inside your ribcage and live there. He wanted to be the only medicine you ever needed.
A broken moan left his throat.
He pressed the hat tighter around his cock, imagining it was the soft heat between your thighs, imagining your voice whispering his name while he split you open in every possible way.
His grey eyes snapped open at the last second.
With a low, guttural groan, he came hard, thick ropes of cum spilling into the inside of his hat, pulse after pulse, until the fabric was soaked and ruined with him. His whole body shuddered with the force of it.
He’d stopped trying to deny it.
He stared down at the mess he’d made inside the hat, chest still heaving. A small, dangerous smile curved his lips.
“I need her,” he quietly said to himself
It was logical, he told himself. He was a doctor. You were his patient. He was the captain. You were his crewmate. You were his responsibility. Of course he should monitor your health. Of course he should track your routines, your habits, your interactions. It was preventative care. It was good captaincy. It was perfectly, utterly reasonable.
The fact that he could now list every food you preferred, every joke that made you laugh, every person who made you smile, that was just thoroughness.
The fact that he'd memorized the sound of your footsteps, the rhythm of your breathing, the exact shade of your eyes, hair, fingertips, the way he knew when you were happy versus when you were tired, that was just observation.
The fact that he knew the precise cadence of your laughter, the way your nose scrunched when you were concentrating, the unconscious little hum you made when you were working on something difficult, that was just pattern recognition. He was a doctor. It was his job to notice details.
The fact that he could still feel the ghost of your fingers on his skin like a burn that would not heal, that was just….
His hand clenched around the hat.
The fact that he'd kissed the thread you'd touched. The fact that he'd pressed his mouth to a piece of fabric because your hands had been there, because he wanted those hands on him, because he needed those hands on him the way a dying man needs a surgeon, the fact that he was sitting alone in the dark at three in the morning, aching with a hunger he could no longer pretend was clinical concern….
That was something else entirely.
He set the hat down carefully, almost tenderly, and reached into the drawer of his desk. The black journal waited there, hidden beneath a stack of old patient files. He opened it to a fresh page and began to write.
Today she repaired my hat. She noticed the damage without being told. She took it from my head without fear. Her hands were gentle. Her touch was warm. She smiled at me when she finished—that smile, the goofy one, the one that makes her eyes crinkle. She said she wanted to help me. She meant it.
She mends things. It's what she does. Pens. Hats. Inventory. People. She sees something broken and she fixes it without being asked. She doesn't do it for recognition. She does it because she can't seem to help herself. It's the most beautiful thing I've ever witnessed.
I want her to mend me.
There. I've written it. Let the record show that Trafalgar Law, the Surgeon of Death, wants a woman he barely knows to stitch together the pieces of his fractured soul. It's irrational. It's pathetic. It's the truest thing I've ever admitted to myself.
You are mine, y/n-ya. You just don't know it yet.
But you will.
And when you do, you'll understand that I'm not just your captain. I'm your patient. Your project. Your broken thing. The only person in this world I trust to make me whole is you.
Only you.
Always you.
He closed the journal slowly, deliberately, and locked it in the drawer. The coffee was stone cold. The submarine hummed around him. The hat sat on the desk before him, the patch you'd sewn visible in the dim light.
He touched the thread again. Pressed his thumb against the stitches. Felt that same searing warmth bloom beneath his skin, a brand that would not fade, a reminder that would not let him sleep.
Perfect. You were perfect. Every detail, every variable, every piece of data he collected only confirmed what he was increasingly certain of. You were the most beautiful, fascinating, infuriating thing he'd ever encountered. You were the flaw in his system that had become the system itself. You were the disease he didn't want to cure, the wound he didn't want to close, the broken thing that had somehow made him feel less broken just by existing in his orbit.
And you didn't even know..
In the morning, you would smile at him over breakfast. You would think he was just being a good captain. You would have no idea that he'd spent the night humping the hat you fixed pathetically. You would have no idea that he'd offered you his whole being and asked you, in the silence of his own heart, to do the impossible.
