I finally got my hands on some monster after almost a month!!
Doesn't help me be less sleepy but it does help with the brain fog (probably because it helps with the low blood pressure but also because of the whole train of neurotransmitters it intervenes with).
Am I basically self-medicating with caffeine because doctors refuse to consider my low blood pressure could be an issue or a result or symptom of something else? Yes, but hey, it has got me through college and almost 3 masters so far, so I'll take it.
Trying to get up at 8 am tomorrow to work hard (it's past 2 am) because I'm behind on my schedule but truly I think the burnout got so bad I'm not even feeling the stress anymore, I'm just there chilling while I tell at myself in my head, amazing isn't it












