#math :)

[mathnerdwholikespoe]

I interacted with a person I haven't seen in a while and realised I really do have a maximum of three (3) personality traits: math, Edgar, and being a little not all there.

Good thing I like math and Edgar and not being social ever.

[mathnerdwholikespoe]

Sometimes I wonder if other people who are big fans of the delightful art of mathematics have numbers (specifically that follow a pattern) that they literally cannot even think about otherwise they will feel nauseous or upset or something like that because- me too, amirite-

Like- it's not my fault that if I see, hear, or think about an even multiple of three I need to take two to three business days to recover??? And numbers are in everything, counting everything is necessary, so try not to get upset because that's a multiple of five greater than five and the world is literally about to end now?

But- at the same time, different numbers that follow a different pattern are literally capable of making your day, and if you recite them in your head enough the effects of all them bad numbers just slowly dissipate?

It can't just be me, right fellas???

[mathnerdwholikespoe]

Saw a post a while back that said something along the lines of 'math textbooks, but written in the style of fanfiction' which I spontaneously remembered today. So I looked up a random math textbook and- they kind of already are?

'A proof is a sequence of logical statements, one implying another, which gives an explanation of why a given statement is true.'

Okay- hear me out, but- 'They were inseparable, a chain of linked actions, one implying the other - a simultaneous explanation that regarded them both as true.'

And 'Writing proofs is the essence of mathematics studies.' is just straight up the kind of over-dramatic description you would find in old fanfiction hidden in a locked folder from seven years ago that you abandoned on well justified principle-

[mathnerdwholikespoe]

I've started 'relearning' - more like revisiting - math principles in the way I rewatch comfort shows and movies. This thing really is my whole personality.

[mathnerdwholikespoe]

Being mentally ill and into maths is such a time, because- is this a real pattern that I've found in how numbers interact? Or am I looking for the secrets of some shady underground organisation trying to kill me? Am I mathing, or am I psychosising rn?

[mathnerdwholikespoe]

If I were to differentiate your balls,

( f(balls) = 2balls

f'(balls) = 2 )

how, mayhaps, would that make you feel?

[mathnerdwholikespoe]

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Math :))

I've been thinking about how often n^x would show up in a given sample and the amount of graphs I have in my brain, the amount of written and modified equations I have scribbled on paper is honestly embarrassing :/

I love math :)