It's the time of the semester again where I rant almost every other hour about my grades. Where I can not have a good night's sleep, or I wake up thinking about it and wanting to just slack off. Again.
Give me everything, but not MATH. Good heavens. Okay, do you find me overly dimwit? I just don't understand why I knew how to do these things but ending up flunking the exams. I have 3 math subjects this term + a Physics.
Advanced Algebra, you can say, is for gradeschoolers. I should be acing it already but no I am not. Dumb, my quizzes were low. But thank the mighty one, I passed the midterms and finals. Analytic Geometry, I don't know how to analyze for someone's sake. But i passed the quizzes, turns out I might be failing my midterms (incoming finals) IDK! ALL CAPS! Solid Mehidfguerhjd, I HATE YOU!!!!1! I haven't passed freaking anything in this subject. Would i really be expecting a grade from you. Can you get lost! Why can't I just for once solve every single part of your complicated figures. Why do I feel like I answered you, then it was wrong all along.
Physics, I like you, but. My professor in Physics is really good, most of the times I understand every little bit of the topic. I was participative and having good scores in seatworks. But just like that, I'm failing my quizzes. And he keeps on saying that he already gives very easy tests so we should be perfecting it already. IDK, am I or are we so dumb? I don't know is all that I could say.
Save my poor helpless soul.
I could see my future crashing and falling down like shooting stars in a dark night.
Enveloping me with guilt, grief and regret.
Will there still be a way.
Save my poor helpless soul.
**Can I be more poetic after that. I haven't said anything about my flacky English II. Prof's a lawyer and feels like she's teaching a superly major subject. And to think its just Technical Writing to give a grade of 4 in one of her requirements. I wish you were teaching more than ranting and preaching every time. I am so sorry in my mind, it just hurts for us. Even sometimes I knew she was right.
Conclusion: I might be passing in a percentage of 25% while flunking with a percentage of 76%
(could you see the math involved in there. so bright)
PS. MIRACLES DO HAPPEN. I DO BELIEVE. ESPECIALLY AT TIMES LIKE THIS XX