Everything I Read in January
Refuse to Be Done by Matt Bell Hands down the best ~writing craft~ book I’ve ever read. In a sea of books telling me to plot within an inch of my life, to build a third rail and never let go of it (sorry Lisa Cron), Bell tells me to put my pen to fucking paper. To yes, and my way to a draft that barely hangs together. To trust that I really can write my way into my own story. 10/10 pick this shit up even if all you write are grocery lists.
2. The Monk by Matthew Lewis Picked this up because all my early modernist friends were lapping me in the literacy department and I wanted to read something hard. The Monk does that classic old novel trick where there’s a story nested in a story and one story is about a thousand times more titillating than the other but they both go completely crazy. Think sexy devils and pious maidens and a wild, almost psychedelic descent into madness.
photo not mine bc I listened to this one as an audiobook
3. Creation Lake by Rachel Kushner If there’s one thing I love, it’s a sociopathic woman narrator. A writer friend of mine once took a class with Kushner and said she was intense in the sort of unadorned way that really smacks of darkness so maybe she’s writing what she knows! Regardless though, this novel is the platonic ideal of the female rage/ennui novel. Sharp, acerbic, deeply unsexy (in a very sexy way) and just the right amount of topical.
4. Perfection by Vincenzo Latronico A short, quick portrait of a couple’s life so full of ennui it becomes a horror story and a real indictment of the sort of cultural malaise that settled in during the end of the 2010’s. I think what makes this book so harrowing is that there are (many) points in it where the life that Latronico is writing seems genuinely appealing. Big monstera plants and good coffee and no moral center. Stuck with me for way longer than I book like this ought to.
5. Chainsaw Man vol. 1 by Tatsuki Fujimoto This one had me absolutely gasping for air and sad in ways I hadn't felt for a long, long, long time. Bleak and fantastical and somehow so grounded. The main character is so tragic and so funny.
6. Chainsaw Man vol. 2 by Tatsuki Fujimoto A drama populated with the most morally gray motherfuckers I've ever read (except Denji, I love you Denji). I can tell I'm going to be very, very addicted to this series.

















