PLS i need more info on mattheo crying during ykyk i feel like tumblr is so afraid of writing sub men but they r my FAV
why oh why, i’m glad you asked 🤭 god i’ve been dying to talk about this…
why does mattheo cry during an orgasm?
we all know who mattheo is, right? it’s not a secret that the boy is not used to soft and gentle, and that applies to sex too. there’s a whole other can of worms i can get into when it comes to his sexual self-awareness, but in short – he’s used to sex for the sake of sex, to instant gratification. it’s always rough, quick, no real feelings except for momentary lust and a need to let off steam (also a search for approval, but again, another can of worms).
so naturally, when he finds you, the first person he feels for, he’s completely overwhelmed by the intimacy of it all. the first time he truly makes love to you, he’s done for – he’s ruined, but not in the way he’s used to ruining others. the moment he experiences the closeness, the tenderness, the way your eyes look into his, half-lidded, filled with pleasure and desire, but so, so gentle and loving, he can’t hold back. his own eyes fill with tears, and he feels so vulnerable at this moment, with your naked bodies pressed against each other, skin-to-skin, while he’s deep inside of you, as close as he could possibly get… when he cums, his emotions take over, because it’s the highest form of physical pleasure, but now it’s also mixed with emotional pleasure too – something he doesn’t remember ever experiencing. he cries and sobs as he spills into you, and at first, he feels so embarrassed, because he’s never come before his partner before, but with you, he just… feels so comfortable, like he can be selfish for once in his life. he slumps on top of you, spent in more ways than one, and he just needs care. head scratches, little kisses all over his face, back rubbing… he dozes off, and it’s the first restful sleep he’s had in years, because he feels safe
