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My area is supposed to get 10-14 inches of snow by tomorrow morning. I'm on the roads now to go home... It's absolutely terrible out here.

They said my area is gonna get 8-16 inches which I'm doubtful it will be actually anywhere near 16 but drive safe!

[alohammora]

Is ForgetEzekiel still available? :3

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Ah~ The start of it all! Don't you remember when you first asked me, Jul. You didn't talk to me for a month. I STILL SAID YES IN THE END!

[thedoctordanceswithrose]

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Fic Prompt for Eleven and Rose cuddles by mattsmitharse

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The Doctor leaned against the door frame of the room he frequented on his loneliest nights and watched as Rose looked around her old room. She ran her finger along an old picture of them, spun an old vial of nail polish and he watched. Memorizing her. Unable to believe she was back in her room. It was impossibly sad and thrilling.

The Doctor cleared his throat and Rose spun around, eyes wide. “Oh, hello.”

“Hello,” said the Doctor straightening up and smiling. He couldn’t help but smile to see her here again. “You alright?” he asked.

“Yeah…yeah, it’s just…my room’s still here,” she said slowly.

“Yes,” he said.

“Why?” she asked.

“I…the TARDIS kept it.”

“Does she always do that? With…with your companions?”

“No.”

“Why did she keep mine?” she repeated raising an eyebrow.

“Because I wanted her too.” He was nervous now. Would she be mad? Now that she had…him? “That alright?”

“Yeah,” she said immediately and she smiled slowly. “You look so different.”

He smiled at her knowingly. “Good different or bad different?”

Rose just shook her head and laughed. “I missed you.”

“I missed you too,” he said in a rush.

“Yeah?” she asked grinning wider now.

“Yes,” he said nodding. “So much.”

She smiled and took two steps until she was in his arms. He clutched her tightly and lifted her off the ground the way he used to do.

“’Wasn’t so sure you would, now that you’ve changed,” she said pulling back.

“I wasn’t sure you’d….now that I changed,” he said sheepishly.   

“Oh, it’d take a lot more than that,” she said smiling fully now. She looked at him straight on. “I still love you,” she said laying her hand on his cheek. “That’s never gonna change.”

He gripped her fingers in his hand and held them to his lips. “Rose, I –“

Rose shook her head. “You don’t have to-“

“Can I?” he asked. Was it too late? He’d already had so many chances. He knew he didn’t deserve any more.

Rose nodded, smiling softly.

“Rose Tyler, I love you,” he said against her fingers that were still at his lips. He kissed her fingers and brought her hand to his chest. He knew she could feel his hearts hammering madly but he was glad.

“Quite right too,” she said and she gave a soft quick laugh but she had tears in her eyes.

The Doctor chuckled softly and pulled her to him for a hug. She buried her head in his shoulder and he did the same to hers.

“Because I love you,” she whispered.

“Rose,” he practically groaned because why did it have to be this way? Why did her life have to be so short? No, why did his have to be so damn long? Why did he have to lose everything that mattered so he could be the mad man with the box that was always running away? Off to the next adventure! Off to save the planet! He had the whole universe but he couldn’t have her.

Besides, are you really the saver of universes anymore? He thought. He pulled back from her and sat down on her bed, his head in his hands. “Rose,” he said staring at the ground. “I’ve done some things since I regenerated. I…I’ve gone a bit wrong, I think.” He hadn’t been able to tell anyone this. He could deny it with full vehemence to anyone who pointed it out to him but this is her.

Rose sat down on the bed next to him and wrapped her arm around him. “It’s alright, Doctor. You’re still you.”

“But I’m not!” he said looking up at her suddenly. “I’ve done things I should never have done. I….I mean when you left I did something awful Rose and I changed history. I’m not supposed to do that! And after I regenerated I started…I’m angry…I’m so angry, Rose. I’m supposed to help people! I’m the Doctor! I WANT TO BE THE DOCTOR!” he shouted trembling now.

Rose hugged him to her immediately and stroked circles on his back. She pulled back and made him look at her. “Hey. You are the Doctor. You’re still my Doctor, okay? I know that. I can see it. I know who you are. I’ve seen what you do and who you are and I love you.”

“But Rose –“ he started and two of his tears splashed onto the sleeve of her jacket.

“Even doctors get sick too sometimes, yeah?” she asked with a small smile. “’Thing about you is, you always get better.”

“What if I can’t?” he whispered. I don’t have you.

“You will,” she said firmly. “I believe in you and you will.” The Doctor nodded. He went to kiss her forehead but she moved and pressed her lips to his and that was all he needed. He kissed her back fiercely and plunged his fingers into her hair. He slid his tongue against her lips and she opened for him and her tongue touched his. He laid her back on the bed and kissed her longingly, his hands sliding down to her waist and he gripped at it like every inch of her skin shot all the cure he needed into his veins. Her hands were in his hair and he moaned because she’s really here and oh, Rassilon, did he need her.

They broke apart breathing heavily and he loved the way her face was flushed. He smiled and said, “I should’ve done that before.”

“That’s what I thought,” she said catching her tongue in her teeth. She tilted her head thoughtfully. “That’s what everyone thought actually. Even my mum,” she added.

The Doctor laughed and scooted back to lay on the pillows where Rose joined him. He held out his arm and Rose happily curled into it and laid her head on his chest. They twined their legs together and he squeezed her to him as tightly as he could.

“I know we have to go but can we just…can we stay?” he asked her.

“Yeah, ‘course,” Rose said nodding against his chest. He relaxed underneath her and sighed in contentment. Rose caught a glimpse of the photo she kept by her bed of her nineteen year old self standing next to her first Doctor who was looking down at her with a goofy smile on his face.

“You like your new regeneration?” she asked suddenly.

“Yes, for the most part,” he said. “Not too happy with the chin though,” he added thoughtfully. Rose laughed. “Do you like it?” he asked.

Rose smiled, “Yeah. We look around the same age now. Even more than the last you did.”

The Doctor nodded. “Maybe your mum would’ve liked me better if I looked like this when we first met.”

“I don’t think so,” Rose said giggling. “I disappeared for a year. I don’t think how you looked would’ve helped. Well, not much anyway.”

The Doctor ran his hand down her arm and twined their fingers. “And what about the bow tie. Do you like the bow tie?”

“Love the bow tie,” she said and she looked up to wink at him. The Doctor grinned proudly. “Can we play our game?” Rose asked.

“The Favourites game?” asked the Doctor. He remembered with searing pain in his chest how they used to lie together just like this after they’d get back from an adventure, though sometimes they’d lay in the library, or cuddle up together on the jumpseat, and name their favorite part about their adventure.

“Yeah,” Rose said.

“But we didn’t go anywhere,” he said. “That’s what we’re putting off right now.”

Rose laughed. “Yeah, but let’s go through our greatest hits then. Like….what was….the best planet we visited?”

“That is impossible to pick!” he exclaimed.

“I know,” she said laughing.

“Pick an easier one.”

“Oh alright, ummmm favourite restaurant we went to?”

The Doctor sighed. “Rose, this is very hard. Do you know how many restaurants we went to?”

“Not an exact number, no,” Rose said cheekily.

“Can you narrow it down by planet at least?”

“Fine. Earth,” said Rose.

“That place we used to go for chips,” answered the Doctor immediately.

Rose sat up to look at him. “Really? I told you it was good!” She swatted him. “You said of course I’d think that because of my weak human taste buds or something!”

He raised an arm to block her continued shots. “Yes, yes well, that is true,” he insisted. Rose froze.

“What?” asked the Doctor.

“You sounded like the last you just now,” she said.

“Oh. ‘Guess you bring it out in me,” he said grinning. “That alright?”

“Yeah,” she said smiling back.

“Good,” he said.

“Yep. Now you sound like first you.”

He laughed and hugged her to him. They continued to play their game until Rose started to fall asleep. She cuddled into his shoulder and murmured, “I missed this bed. ‘Missed you too.”

The Doctor felt his hearts swoop in happiness. He pulled her until her back was against his chest and he held her as she fell asleep and it felt so familiar that he couldn’t help putting his lips against her neck and whispering the way he always only dared to do once she was asleep,

“Rose, I love you.” But now he’d told her and even though this couldn’t last, it never did no matter how tightly he held on, he settled into this familiar gesture that would feel right in any body of his. And this time, he’d said the words - words they both knew he meant but actually said this time. Not because she needed to hear them anymore but because he needed to say them.

And now that he did, maybe Rose was right – well, she always was – maybe now he’d get a bit better. After all, he got to see her again. Maybe the universe was on his side. He could run a little longer.

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