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y'all I am trying not to get too excited about a job and trying not to get too excited about a boy and it is making me one big aerosol can

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why do I have paralyzing anxiety about doing laundry

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who won the star war

diego luna

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What are some things that you love most about yourself? What are some things that bring you joy?

I like that I care about people, I’m creative, I’m passionate, I’m empathetic, and I’m curious.

Some things that bring me joy: Feeling like I belong, dogs, seeing people love each other, playing music, and making people smile.

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sometimes I am reminded how ridiculously attractive my ex is and I have to remind myself that they are a certified Piece of Shit who, among other things, apparently spent a year trying to convince all our mutual friends I stalked them

so yeah, I don't miss them or anything

but like, damn are they hot

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in the last 30 days I have lost my home, my boyfriend, and my medication. and it's affecting me at work. and all I can think is what my last boss said when he fired me: "if it's not one thing, it's another." that I was making excuses. I'm scared my job now is gonna tell me the same thing. I have zero reason to think so, since they've been nothing but understanding and the company is like, literally world-renowned for their HR. I just keep thinking my fears about things are just my anxiety, and then they turn out to be right. I don't want to be right.

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I was trying to figure out why I'm so exhausted and my skin is the worst it's been since I was on accutane but then I realized that 1) I'm not sleeping well 2) I haven't been eating well because I need to go grocery shopping 3) I just moved out of a dangerous living situation 4) I was recently broken up with and 5) I've been spending literally every day off the last month (except for the snow day) doing moving stuff