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[maxmarieluvsbugs]

Escitalopram

I can tell that it’s getting bad again 

My hair is falling out

I have puffy bags under my eyes

I think that it’s stopped working 

The hallucinations

The fear

The

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I know that something is wrong

There are too many shadows on the walls 

The voices coming out aren’t my own 

The floor twists and shouts

I need to leave

I need to get out

I need 

Something

[maxmarieluvsbugs]

Children

13 years old and already 

Daydreams of haze 

Smoke and chocolate 

Fill my brain

Eating at it

Carving it away 

Destroying it

Like a bathroom stall

15 years old and already 

Rotted away

A withered shell

A faceless name

A ghost without a body 

A body without a soul

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[maxmarieluvsbugs]

a dream of forbiden fathers 

I had a dream where you watched me wash my hair  You sobbed at my innocence  You cradled my head in your lap My naked body lay comfortably cold on the wet tile  Your daughters watch me  Their eyes burn into my skull  Jealousy and the truth  They mix well when I am with you  Like wine and smoke  Like smoke and love Why do you care for me so gently  Not as you have before  Your cracked lips parted and you leaned close to my ear  Speak little nothings and little everythings  Say that you want me and me alone 

My body aches from the burden of knowing you

[maxmarieluvsbugs]

I forgot I had a poetry blog... oops

[pat2dope-blog]

Fall is here!🍂🤘🏿It’s time for another round of #WordOfMouf Open Mic! @2lazy4thefugazi and I are back and @_olisamarie has joined us as our hostess for the evening! Hit us up for the location and come through and see a movement. #DopeFlwrs #Pat2Dope #Flwrchld #Maxmarie #Melanaide #music #openmic #artist https://www.instagram.com/p/BoFf_GeF7f_/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ch8w7v9oovhl

[maxmarielove]

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[maxmarielove]

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[maxmarielove]

The Black Out Collection: Styled and designed by MAX Marie Design 🖤 Photographer: @7okyos Location: Chicago Models are tagged! #MAXMarieDesign #MAXMarie #Passion #Chic #fashiondesigner #michigandesigner #nyfw #newyorkfashionweek #sbfw #sbfw17 #nyfashion #chicagofashion #detroitfashion #style #art #poetry #fashionandpoetry #fashion #shopping #Overcoat #MAXMarieDesignOvercoat #support #blackowned #blackbusiness #buylocal #lifeofadesigner #themakingofMAXMarie