#maxthoughts

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I’m going 2 review my feelings atm so yam danny and aaron (my biggest fans) I hope u enjoy xx

- currently very sad that edibles have started making me feel sick. I <3 getting high but it makes me feel sick nowadays and it is so upsetting.

- I feel like I’m not doing enough work so I feel like shit and then I don’t do any work because I feel like shit

- wondering recently whether people perceive me as androgynous... if I must be perceived I would like to be perceived as slightly confusing but I’m scared I just look like a Girl

- want a cuddle real bad. like so goddamn bad I’m so sad it could all be cured with a cuddle and a lil kiss

- i’ve been feeling very weird about my flatmates recently like sometimes I wake up and I’m convinced they hate me and then other times in the day I’m really angry at them for no reason???? n it’s meant that i’ve been a massive bitch recently I think and I hate it so much

- maybe that whole thing is just a bad sign for the instability of my mood

- uni mh services said i’d have an appointment in 8 weeks 10 weeks ago now. feel like it’d b real nice to talk to someone

- if there is something wrong with me it’s probably very mild

- I would love for someone to want me rn that would cure 90% of my ills

- if I get enough work done tomorrow (ie if I finish remedies for breach) I’m gonna get vaguely dressed up and take pics of myself being sexy

- I’m going to call my stepmum tomorrow and see if I can have the house at some point in the summer to have a brum sesh w the pals

- can’t believe I’m literally besties w people who hated me like 4 years ago it’s so weird

- also how me and odie hated each other until less than a year ago and now they’re the person who’s seen me most naked in the whole world

- that was badly phrased . anyway I luv odie and all my other friends so much MWAH

- cannot wait 2 change my name I need to get it sorted might start doing that intermittently to my exams so I can have a changed name as a reward to myself <3

- the only issue is my passport but we’ll sort that out xxx

anyway love u all besties idk if you’ll read this at all but xx

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perhaps the best ever pics of me xxxx

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can’t log in to my old tumblr and delete it PAIN

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beammeupsoftboi material

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just found my old tumblr from 2017 about to #kms

ironic bc that is all I ever used to post about

it’s sad that I’m now p much just as annoying as I used to be

oh well <3

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my contract professor uses sounds in her lectures like if it’s a shipping case she plays the noises of a shipyard and currently she’s on about Paradine v Jane and is playing war sounds... wtf catharine

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contract law is so mf boring I hate this .

why r they talking about covid

like ik it’s relevant bc we’re talking about frustration but also my god I do not need to relive this in the academic sphere as well

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this brings me back to the days of yore when I used to have to check peoples tumblrs to see if they were going to off themselves xx mems x