#maxy rambles

[moodyfairy14]

Drinking 1.5 litres of cocoa wasn't the smartest thing I did today

[moodyfairy14]

I can't read on ao3 till Sunday because I'm on vacation and the admin, from the internet that is provided, has blocked ao3 for some reason 😭 and there is no service here otherwise because I'm at a lake in the woods

[moodyfairy14]

Told a guy today I only see him as a friend. We texted for like two weeks max. It's because he's a man and not a woman ( internal gay confusion but that's another topic). He didn't take it well and tries to say he thought I would be his one, he thought we had something yada yada and it's just a phase and he can't be just friends because he would only see the disappointment that I'm not his ...

My first signal that he's definitely not the one is that he's had a fit after we talked for two or three days and I didn't text for one day because I was busy and he was almost the same way as today.

Also he's 29 and uses 👉🏼👈🏼 to appear cute or something. (Not to shame anybody but it's a no from me)

[moodyfairy14]

Got my hair cut today (around 10cm) and I feel more like me again and not like I'm hiding behind it

[moodyfairy14]

I have around 100 mosquito bites and my whole body is itching and I hate it so much. Guess I should've brought the mosquito spray 🤷🏼‍♀️

[moodyfairy14]

I hate that I'm jealous of people in love, just because I'm too afraid to be this vulnerable again and maybe get hurt in the process.

[moodyfairy14]

I can now officially say that I'm becoming an electronics technician 😊 just signed my contract

[moodyfairy14]

I'm doing an internship right now, first day today, and one guy looks like Pierre Gasly and I'm not sure if that's good or bad.