Believe ❤
After all the doubts, fears, hates, disappointments, insecurities and all the negative vibes I had in myself these past few days, I can say I’m a lot better now! :) I would’ve not done this alone though. All thanks to Rov, Dada and most especially, G! ♥♥♥
I don’t know what’s gotten into me actually. I almost killed my mind! And heart. And my life. Asdfghjkl. Good thing I listened to the people around me because Rov was right, I was eaten by my own unimportant thoughts. When I reflected on it, I realized that yuh, those are just my emotions. It feels good to have a best friend who could talk to you like that. Hihi. Dada, on the other side, adviced me to chill, just listen to music and do what I want. But the bestest thing he said is to close my eyes and clear my mind. I told him it’s hard but I still tried to. Hehe. I closed my eyes as he said and reflected on things. I talked to G then, I motivated myself. Amazingly, G’s power has bestowed in me agad-agad, kara-karaka! Hahahahaha! It’s me and G’s journey together now. I’m holding him and He is to me too! He’s even carrying me, you know. All of us. People should be grateful, more than grateful. ♥♥
Anyway. Today has been good! Even if I slept late, I still had a good sleep. Even if I was almost late (hey I’m not hihi), I had a good morning! Even if I have a lot of piled works to do, I had a gooood day. You know, I was asked by Sir Don to encode because he appreciates my typing skills. Hahaha! I am making an article and actually, currating it. Hehe. Even if I didn’t finish a thing inside the office, I will be finishing it at home. Overtime not included but I like what I’m doing anyway. Hihi. But the waiver. Geez. Whatever and never mind. I will just be thinking of happy thoughts. Positive vibes! Good vibes! =)))))
I don’t know. But I am happy. Happiness that comes from within is really a pure joy! Our inner most is truly happy, so we should be. Challenges are there and will always be there but they will come and go. Note to self? Live life. Seriously, live life. Live it! Live it the way you want it to be! Be it as a happy and good one. Make your fantasies happen every day as you can! Make your own history (present and future!) You know, possibilities are endless! Never stop, never quit. Even a little thing can change, remember? It all gets better. Start from yourself. Time is now. :) :) :)
