Can’t admit it//Zaya
The truth had come out, the fact that Maya was only sleeping with Zig to become close to him, to get back what they had lost. None of this was his fault, it wasn’t his fault that Maya had ditched him all summer long for new friends and boys. It wasn’t his fault that she had flaked completely, and than acted better than him. He would of been better if she had just left their relationship like that. He would of been fine if she hadn’t tried to have him forgive him, than he would of never busted out his feelings about the situation, and he would of never kissed her which lead to them constantly hooking up. He couldn’t lie about how good it felt to be so close to Maya, to be the one who was pleasing her. The fact was, Zig had feelings for Maya, he had all along, and even though he tried to coop them up over the summertime, it didn’t last too long, as Maya tried to push her way back into his life.
He hated her even more know, the fact that everything was a lie. It wasn’t healthy what he was doing, lying about his feelings, but he had put his heart on the lie before, and only was shot down numerous times by her, and with this, Zig shunned himself from wanting to even like the blonde girl. He made his way quickly to her house. The basic was going to happen, if she wanted to perceive him as some guy who only wanted sex from her, he was going to do so. In the end, he would at least get laid. As he reached her house, he could tell her family was gone for the time being, seeing the lights nearly off in every room. He turned the knob of her front door, as he made his way inside. He fought against just walking into her room fully undressed to prove to her that he was only here for that, but he walked up the stairs as he neared her room, as he stood in the doorway, as he stared at her for a moment, as he took the moment quickly as he rushed over to her, as he pulled her up from her seating having her stand, as he quickly removed his own shirt, as he tossed it to the side, as he pulled her fabric from her, pulling it over he head as he tossed it on the bed as he looked down at her nearly naked self. “Get your pants off” he insisted, as he didn’t want to spend anytime doing anything other than what he was here for.















