#maybe aspd

[meagreeel]

Having a strong will to live but being excited about possibly dying in a situation is weird

[egosuicide666]

i wish i could be more open about my sadistic traits. i feel so different from other people. i’m not sure if i want to be like everyone else . i like being different but it gets lonely. no matter what i feel incredibly lonely. like i’m an alien in this society. i feel so exhausted talking lately. what’s the point in talking if i’m not entertained? i rlly only talk on here and to my best friend. but that’s really it. i’ve gave up talking. it’s boring. small talk is boring.

[egosuicide666]

i saw someone talk about how they used to hurt animals and i felt like i should too

when i was younger i used to take out my anger on animals.

hitting them,kicking, throwing .

the one i would do the most is restrict their breathing until it would whine or something like that.

i don’t do this anymore . i get urges tho. but i don’t plan on acting on it.

if you have struggled with this, just know you are not alone.

[blurrsonalitydisorder]

My thoughts while scrolling through fyp

“You’re beneath me…” (click not interested button)

“Idc” (click not interested button)

“You aren’t making any sense. Die.” (they just have a different opinion than me) (click not interested button)

“You don’t deserve life” (click not interested button)

“Your post is a waste of words” (click not interested button)

“Oh finally something I relate to.”

[blurrsonalitydisorder]

DBT team: You don’t have BPD these traits overlap too much with your autism

Me knowing full well my NPD or ASPD traits do not overlap with my autism at all. Aka I’m fried